Hey guys and gals, today after years of lurking the forums and reading all of your incredible stories and journeys, I've finally decided that I need to be a part of this great multiconnected community so I joined the nexus today in search of a few opinions and maybe a few new friends.

Recently in my life a friend of mine came from across the USA with a bit of spice in the bottom of a bag. (This was almost a year ago since then I was able to obtain my own) that I was able to try for the first time. This stuff was more of a jungle spice with some different colors ranging from red burnt brown to yellow and orange/white. Anyway I loaded a bit on top of a bowl and took a taste, immediately I got a familiar mushroom/lsd feeling that quickly leveled off and told me it was ok to try some more. I melted a good pile into the herb and went for it, this time I was engulfed in an overlay of patterns and lights that quickly swifter me away from my body. I came back a short time later and didn't remember much but I got the idea that were all in some sort of biological simulation that is digitally derived from a 2d world or something like that. Anyway it was the most profound and enlightening experience of my life.....untill Changa.

A few months later I obtained my own stash and decided to try out a few things. (Learning more as I went) I ordered some harmalas/harmine off eBay and a herb mix and made some 1/3 Changa with it containing about a 1/4 gram of the Maoi. Over the course of a few months I had several trips, (Changa and freebase) first they were more dream like with landscapes and big objects but still super real like more than life real, now it seems like every time I smoke I go to the same place every time, it's like a shape room for lack of a better word that has walls and designs all around but mostly focuses on cube like things inside the room with raised continuous running 3D glyphs. These are mostly Aztec or Mayan in nature but when compared have an alien feeling and nature or look to them.

My most recent experience I fucked up a little and my daughter woke up in the middle of a session with a few friends. I ran to her room and quickly told to go back to sleep. She wasn't near anything and didn't see but it made me have a sudden realization I need to consider setting and set more and be entirely sure my daughter isn't in the area. Immediately after I had that I got a wave of nausea like no other and had to go purge. I got that message u get to stop going there for awhile and I have. After this trip I drew this photo of some glyphs I saw. They aren't exact (not exactly an artist and couldn't remember completely) but the picture depicts different things I saw and thigs inspired by my trip as well.

My questions are does anyone ever go to this same room? Very alien like and like your being presented with a cube of knowledge or something like that? Or more does anyone know why I go there over and over again? Before it was much more beautiful and real like imagery, now very alien and weird I guess.

Anther question is about the purge? Is that normal? It has only happened once and only when extreme emotions were involved? Could it be that or maybe just the substance? Maybe the Maoi? I smoked a little more than normal last time too.

Sorry for the long post, I have lots of questions and I've been reading for years. Thanks everyone.

So I can't seem to attach a jpeg file from my phone, will figure it out soon and update. (Edit for all who might want to know i figured it out if you screenshot your iOS pictures it saves them in .png which loads directly to nexus)

Welcome

Yeah it's something else, especially the first time it hits you real good, once you see it.. I know exactly where you're attempting to go with that picture in terms of the glyphs, I've seen similar things in many of my experiences, and just the overall character of the space you end up in, so little words for it. Endless types of rooms, vaulted arenas or spaces, gigantic hallways, this multi dimensional multi layered ever transforming place of transcendental architecture, flashes cascading, all encompassing. So damn hard to word, slips away. The words are so rudimentary and don't even do it justice.

I've read and heard of people purging on changa or even just smoked dmt, seems rare though I think, then again I've never made a real strong high-harmala changa so I'm not too sure. I had one person I had known that had smoked some changa that'd been given to him and he had a beer previous [40mins prior] to smoking, ended up purging pretty good. He said the experience was incredibly powerful and that he had been in this giant room/space with sets of gumby stretch arms reaching into him, causing different pressures and sensations, most of it he mentioned was too overwhelming and doesn't really remember.

You might be on to something tatt with the beer story, I didn't think about it till now but I did have a beer before and it was the first time I had with the Changa and not just freebase dmt.

Hey,

Yes , I have had a few times where I've had unpleasant body feelings that seemed to be connected or at least in correlation wih unpleasant emotion/thoughts/ideas etc. One time in particular was notable in the fact that I actually vomited and directly after I had to lie down and had a very disturbing experience. When I came out of it though I was very happy to be alive and gave up smoking and other bad habits for a good long time...

Anyways, welcome to the nexus