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#1 Posted : 5/27/2017 3:04:09 PM
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Hello everyone! Nice to meet you all.
Recently, swim acquired some baseline spice from afoaf and had a lovely couple of weeks of experimentation which I will document here just to test the waters and see if I'm on the same page as anyone here. Razz
My first couple attempts at using the machine were unsuccessful as I had no idea how to properly hit it. I had so many expectations surrounding the experience because of how much I had heard of it being a mind-blowing awe-inspiring experience and all the rest of it, and after seeing my friends successfully blast off using the same method of vaporization I was using, I was a bit put out but went to try once again. When I did, I took a much bigger hit, inhaling deep into my lungs as the fear I had had previously wasn't so gripping, and hit it until I started coughing and spluttering which immediately sent me to blasting off. Intuitively I picked up that intent interacts with the experience in a big way so I simply thought "let go" and felt myself doing so. The visual hallucinations were nothing new, although definitely more intricate than any I've seen before. The most interesting part of my experience(s) is the following. On certain occasions I've managed to, due to set and setting and directed thought processes during psychedelic use, communicate with what I perceive as a unified, conductive, in motion conscious force that is specifically invested in humanity. My first interaction with this force was terrible, and found me in a jail cell at 2am crying my eyes out as I saw horrendous visions of needless suffering on our world (this was on two tabs of high-ug blotter lsd). Since then, I've had numerous more "discussions" with this relatively singular entity that have all been nothing short of lovely. During my DMT sessions I felt an overwhelming sense of love, unity, understanding, purpose. The visual side of things probably interested me the least although it was definitely active, it felt like a mere reflection of my thought processes. During the time I had been reflecting on the relationships I have with myself, other people, plants, animals and drugs. I had started to view Marijuanna as a great tool for learning how to develop a mutually beneficial relationship or connection with anyone or anything. I say this because of the respect you must have to marijuana for it to serve you as you serve it. This was definitely active during my DMT sessions. Every ounce of reverence and love that I had for DMT it reflected onto me. As I begun to comprehend the complexities and simplicity of the chemical, I was able to reflect on those elements of my own personality. I had heard from someone at some point to not stop at the bliss, to search deeper, yet my inquiries to anything not positive and healing and loving were unanswered. By that I mean, there was a sense of undefiable logic that it would be more beneficial for me, the people around me, and it was the intent of this conscious entity that I seem to communicate to that I should not yet see the darker aspects of this space.

From reading others experiences, I am quite interested to see if I will break into this hyperspace and speak to other entities and have more engrossing, interactive visuals in the future, or if this chemical simply interacts with everyone differently, and for me the information is delivered to me through the means of this universal humanity-invested consciousness that I am already accustomed to dealing with. Perhaps it is simply the intermediary guide to hyperspace?
Another point that caught my interest was this:
I had heard from so many that after blasting off on DMT you feel shaken, like it was a really intense incomprehensible journey. Because of this, I felt like I should not want to hit it again so soon, even though I most certainly did want to. I struggled with this over the next couple of weeks, battling myself not to hit it again because I should really give it a few months out of respect to the chemical and experience. But, in my country psychedelic use and culture is actually quite active, and I bumped into quite a few like-minded individuals who were very interested in trying it, but wanted me to go first so they could see how to use the machine and to put their anxieties at ease by seeing someone else slip into it. Because of this, I ended up having another good 6-7 experiences over the course of two weeks, none of which were scary, challenging, or unpleasant in any way, and introducing these people to this chemical and certain ideas felt like the direction I was being pushed towards from these experiences. Throughout these social interactions and breakthroughs, a lot of synchronicity occurred, and my life changed in a lot of big ways for me in the course of a couple of weeks. It's been about a month since then and I now feel the need to expand my knowledge on this beautiful unifying chemical so I might have better luck in the future at cracking into hyperspace and meeting/seeing different entities.

SO sorry for the massive rant but I hope I've done a decent job at introducing myself to all of you and I look forward to seeing you all around on the forums! Big grin Big grin Thumbs up
 

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