Hey guys!
I understand that this is the welcome section for new members and im glad to be here. Iv been doing some research on DMT for about a year on and off. Iv been very interested in others reports and the good that can come of them! Im here to help spread love and share happiness. Too often in my day to day life I see people who are upset or rushing in life, when we should really take a step back and appreciate what we have. I was guilty of doing this and really did truly want to change, then I came across a friend at a computer shop I worked with, he was genuinely happy and honest guy. He introduced me to mushrooms and was with me during my first ever psychedelic trip. This all happened around 2015 and I had a great experience and was stated with life and my happiness.
Then about a year later I found myself in a slump and wasnt sure where to go or do next. I recorded my experience of mushrooms on my computer and found the file and watched it, It filled me with joy and memories of how much I appreciated the rain, the grass on the earth and the feeling of it. Sprinklers where astonishing to me, the way it sprayed water in the air was so beautiful. My housemate at the time brought me a red-velvet oreo shake from burger king and I was overwhelmed with joy and started to cry because it was so good
This lead me to look into other psychedelics, as I watched trip reports of acid, lsd, mushrooms, mdma and many more I finally found DMT.
Ever since I started looking into it Iv been wanting to try it. I've been on this site for a while reading forms on how the best practice is for smoking it, I even built a 'machine' from a guide here and thought this is a great place to share experiences and knowledge. I recently had the availability of DMT and decided that now in my life was a good time to try it.
Yesterday I got about 300mg of n-n DMT and was ready to try it. I was not sure how to 'load' the machine so i just powdered the end of it and probably used about 200mg and still felt nothing but light headed and a few fuzzies on the wall... I also spilt some and it was just a mess.
But today... ohhhhhh today. I decided to load the last 100mg into the machine and do it a bit different. rather than powdering the outside, I took out my metal scrub thing (not sure what the exact name was) and poured 100mg into the middle and wrapped it up and put it into my machine. I lit a normal bic lighter about 1 inch under, waited 3 seconds and took the biggest hit I possibly could and held it for 10 seconds. I had my phone timer to make sure I held it long enough, as soon as 7 seconds hit, my journey began...
As soon as my timer hit 7 seconds, the world I knew started to shake, I heard a high pitched vibration sound and could barely set my machine down next to me. As i set it on my bed, I laid down. As I was watching the ceiling for a moment I saw it shaking as if it where about to shatter into an infinite amount of pieces. I closed my eyes and thought to myself.. "okay, this is it, I need to remember as much as possible so I can bring this all back with me to share with everyone" As i thought that all this negative energy surrounded me, at this moment I felt a separation from my body and could 'phase' into my body and 'phase'back into this energy of negativity. I tried to think of better thoughts but the DMT had already taken hold, not even 20 seconds in and I was having a bad time. As this energy surrounded me I thought again, "I just need to surrender, I am a guest here and do not need to be in the drivers seat" and literally the instant i thought that I sank into my bed more and BOOM. I was in a white room with a white desk
As I started to make sense of what I was seeing these Green Gnome looking beings came up to me as if I had been gone for a very long time. As if you left for a week vacation and you came back to your dogs at home, how they rush up to you and are so happy you are there. I felt their joy and excitement to see me. At this moment I had no awareness of my body, I was just there. They began to show me these impossible Geometric shapes, One I could make sense of looked like metatron's cube... but more circular. as they showed me these and I felt their joy I thought of how amazing this world is. I started to come down and could sense my body again. As soon as I could feel my body and just before I came back to this world I saw a jester. He looked at me and smiled, as if he knew that I was very pleased with what I had seen. there where no words, but its as if he said.. "There is so much more to show you, this is only a taste of what we have to offer, Until next time" and then I was back in my bed.
I felt so much joy and could not stop smiling! I did not break-through as it is so hard / if not impossible for my first time to keep myself taking another hit. But I feel that was what I needed. Love, joy, and positivity. Im glad to be here, Im glad to be able to talk about this amazing yet simple experience. Its not what I saw that made me enjoy this... its how I felt and the feelings that I was surrounded by. I would like to break-through, but for now I am stated and can go on with this life.
-Until next time