DMT is fairly new to me, but as I research more on this fascinating drug - I keep reading similar reports in different trips. Being new with just about 2 full break through experiences, I've always seen the same jester.
This jester has feminine qualities, but based upon my encounters thus far it is impossible to say whether it is man or woman. Both times I have encountered it, the message was always the same: to dance. I have no background in dancing whatsoever nor have I ever even contemplated on the pursuit of a career in the art, but none of this matters. It was clear to me that the intent of dance should not be taken at face value and that there was most definitely a deeper meaning behind this message.
The very first time I encountered this jester was my first break through experience. I was traveling through the tunnel and was just mind blown by the most beautiful geometric patterns. It was like some sort of kinetic energy was fueling these mandala-like shapes which was short-lived. That's when the realization that a break through experience was about to happen - and boy did that scare the hell out of me.
I wasn't ready and I did not want to break through at all! I held so hard to reality that my body and mind experienced the most unfathomable warping pain imaginable. I had never felt so mentally and physically drained at once in my entire life. I constantly fought with the entire experience, and just found myself afraid. Well, through my flight of fear, I managed to open my eyes and woah. Boy oh boy I do not even know where to begin! My bedroom was an entirely new plane of field - never had I visited this field of existence before.
Everything in my room turned into blocks - sort of like legos. But these legos were different, they were much more 3-D and had a hint of vibrant alien technology. A good example for the definition of 'alien' that I use would be the game: Starcraft:Broodwar. If you have not played this game, google images 'zerg' and 'protoss'. Notice how both civilizations could be regarded as alien? While both obviously advanced, 'protoss' being the obvious more advanced one. (go protoss~!)
Well now you get a good picture of what my room turned into. It was most certainly lego-like, I can not stress that enough! Each lego had its own array of curviture, making everything seem organic. And the fact that it looked so high-tech. was truly an unforgettable moment.
I could feel the inner energy that kept my eyes open slowly fade. Right before I closed my eyes, layers of physical reality began to crumble. A jolt of energy surged through my body with this newfound universal 'show'.
Before I begin to describe this: When I say the word crumble, we two most common thought of definitions are: 1) as a cookie crumbles ; 2) as digital particles dissipate into thin air
While one may assume that: because there had been 3-D highly advanced technological blocks that the latter of my two examples is what I depict, but no.
Inside the 3-D technological blocks, everything was made up of what I would best describe as the the natural elements found in nature. (soil, rock, etc.)
Try to imagine this:
1) Picture whatever you are looking at, now
2) Try to picture it crumble, and now
3) Do this, but be aware of your surroundings now
4) Finally, picture everything crumble before your eyes at once.
Sorry, that is my best description of this part of my break through experience.
Now if you got this far - I thank you for your time.
Okay, so you know how I was going on about a jester at the very beg. of this report? Well right as I close my eyes: I see it.
Everything before me was black, I could not tell what depth or dimension in this new plane of field was. It was entirely separate from the realm that I had just explored. But this realm had a mysterious feeling to it, like something was waiting to be discovered.
This part is incredibly hazy for me, but I will try my best to describe it.
This new plane of field was what I would picture complete emptiness be. Depth, perception, physical sense, time, - nothing was something. Nothing was the only thing in this void.
This experience was short lived. This was the most disappointing part of my break through, as my presence in this new realm of consciousness was short lived.
Just as I make plans to sought out this plane, I am greeted by the most cheerful jester.
It is directly on top of me, and can not wait to see me! It was so happy to see me! The first action was dance. It could not stop dancing and as I danced along, its movements became increasingly complicated. Patterns of dance that took insane amounts of flexibility, matched with the amount of speed to perform all actions in unison stunned me.
It beckoned me to dance, but I physically could not move myself to. I was just set in stone, watching a jester dance in a trance like state.
So yeah, this was my first write up and I'm on a tiny mic dose of LSD (9ug).
Let me know what you guys think! Thanks everyone and I'm really happy to just say a big hello to the DMT community!!!