I've been stalking the pulses and my schedule finally allowed me to get in on one this weekend. I'm very excited for the possibilities and thoughts that lie in here.

A bit about me, I'm currently an undergraduate studying Physics, and hope to one day have a PhD and work somewhere like Cern. I say Cern, because I know they're unveiling a lot about our universe's complexities which causes many to fear but I'm all in.

Physics and consciousness is currently my life force. I tried DMT, after years of waiting, just over this past summer. It was a very thorough experience, to say the least. It now has sent me jarring reminders at random times of my life pointing me to the possibilites of alternate realities, and all that hooplah. At this point, I can say that I have no desire to do DMT anytime again in the near future, but my ultimate goal in life (which may not happen in this one!) would be to prove a fundamental relationship between the quantum processing in our brains, and DMT allowing us to reach sibling particles that our brain holds one side of.

Until I have the credentials to talk about any of that at length, I won't. But for now, I'm just a student who tries to do physics homework but ends up on places like DMT-Nexus. Trying to remind myself that the foundation is necessary to prove the impossible.

I really am hoping to meet like minded individuals, scientifically minded or not, just to talk about similar experiences, and what you do with all the information that's given to you and how you're integrating it into everyday "normal" reality, because I am having a very difficult time with that.

Anyway, that was a long intro, but I'm just really excited to learn more. Thanks

What's happening?

One part of what you said just jumped out at me. The part of how you're having trouble integrating what you experienced into "normal" reality. Care to elaborate? That's one of the things running through my mind right now is how once I've experienced dmt the possibilities it may divide my understanding of life into the categories of before I experienced it and after. What was your experience like?

That's my personal experience and definitely shouldn't be said this happens to all.

But I did experience a drastic reality shift before smoking DMT and after, from the fundamental ways our universe appeared to work...that idea was blown to pieces showing me that anything is possible. These different paths of possibility sometimes cross paths with my current reality, now. Something that never happened before. It gets a little strange. Just know you're opening yourself up to such a shift, and that it also doesn't happen to everyone.

Normal reality??? Nah, no such thing!

I met "God" when I was drunk and trying to party one day. Is that something you can eventually reconcile? I think not. Really, it's no different than your education. You can choose to dive as deep as you want into specific subjects. For me, I want to continue exploring my spirituality. For you, you want to achieve something with this "life" you were gifted. I see value in both. They are not exclusive of the other. There is another dimension, I've been there. If you can prove that mathematically, I'll be forever grateful!

You just do you and follow your dreams. Just remember, you are an amazing person. While I don't know you, I respect and appreciate you and everything you will do with your life.