So I have a question about something that has been with me for as long as I have been using 2cb and DMT. It needs a bit if an introduction but I'm just really curious about others have the same thing.
During my first DMT trips (not breaking through) it occurred to me that amidst the OEVs and CEVs I got a notion of female eyes with a feline touch to them. These eyes seemed to be appearing in and out of the other visuals and being kind of flirty with me sometimes with something resembling a female human face (also smiling a flirting). Now, when on 2cb, I always get these awesome ancient maya-like patterns appearing on any kind of uneven surface. One time, on a somewhat higher dose of insufflated 2cb, I got these patterns again. But, through these patterns those same eyes and face appeared again and it actually felt like it was one female human-like being which responded to my thoughts. (I asked questions and made suggestions, which made her smile or look away or something). During other DMT trips I have encountered jesters, female elves and other entities of all kinds but she is never there. She only seems to appear in the patterns sub- or after breakthrough.
After my frightening experience from a week ago I'm trying to slowly let go of a little fear a got out if that. So today I got a sub breakthrough trip, which was very nice but without entities. And right when I thought the trip ended and I was ready to open my eyes I felt a surge through my body and she appeared a bit hazey, doing the flirty communication again. Except this time, when trying to communicate with her I got shivers and goose-bumps when she responded. (This lasted for about 2 minutes I guess)
I have some other things in real life I can relate to have a female presence in me but I will maybe go there later
So, my question is; do any of you seem to have some kind of "regular archetype" that seems to always be with you?