Hi ! Ive been working with syrian rue for years now and i have to say that depending on what you are when you take it completely different and unique experiences occur, if there is already this deeper understanding of what it is to be alive in you then you will see a very rare aspect of the rue seed, as in it does not nauseate or discomfort you but unhinge the ordinary bounds of your relaxed state into a indescribable dimension of pure energy and aliveness and sentience
This took alot to understand and for this reason i maintain the rue seed (which is usable without the need of a fire or stone/metal boiling ware etc like mushrooms and the iboga root, which is interesting to me) as one of the most helpful things ive experienced in my entire life
Now having said that, let me also say something about iboga
Id like to think that over the last 6 years which ive basically dedicated my life to experiencing and cultivating shamanic botanicals with the occasional grand delusions in the middle, having used combinations of these while regularly fasting and experiementing with diet to the extreme of the spectrum, i feel as tho ive gained several key insights into whats going on in the larger picture of why we are here, why we have access to entheogens and so on
Firstly having experienced a wide variety of actives alone and in combination while fasted and usually in some sort of a meditative state ive come to the conclusion that any and all animal products have a completely tangible effect on the ability to experience life free of stress and mental processes which you did not freely choose, im also talking about a tendency to regress back into a primal and unevolved state after an entheogenic experience by the consumption of animal products specifically, which is directly linked to its effect on deep (tissue) relaxation and your personal experience of energy
The reason im putting an emphasis on this is that it may be harder to realize on mushrooms or ... that a very small tension is locking you out of yourself but on harmalas and iboga (and cactus but in a different way) it seems to be way more pronounced ( i think it makes a big difference when you take the iboga or harmalas after your intestines are completely emptied out and you are able to disengage with those digestive organs which can occupy a large portion of your brain's processing capacity)
Secondly and i think this will be harder to put into words but an upward flowing energy state which results from one pointed ness or in other words having no other directions and desires within you at all during this iboga experience is cruicial to maintaining full concsciousness of whats going on and not falling into some "stand-by" state so that you remain unaware while the iboga is literally rewiring your brain on the most fundemental level, this is a challenge for me
Now since i wrote that post on iboga ive experienced it again for 2 consecutive days combined with harmalas and each day me and my friend took about 1.5g of the dried vinegar extract of iboga roots, he did take about 200mg of harmalas along with his last dose in the first night and 400mg in the second night but my stomach wasnt empty so i only took 300mg of harmalas in the second night
This did not seem to cause any issues for us but i also have to say that we are very healthy individuals, and i wouldn't consider us a good reference for analyzing the dangers of this and that
People talk about mdma as a heart opener but trust me, there is nothing that can do what iboga does to your heart and your brain, patient, a very patient approach, who would have guessed what was stuck in those deep deep trenches of my unconscious mind, masterfully it brings it all out, like you would never guess.
Things that have been with me since before i was even born which i inherited from my parents that were affecting literally every thought, emotion, decision...
How could i have ever brought them out? Now i that i know i think it would have required a commitment on my part to be honest with everything to such a degree that i don't fall back on leaning onto something for support that i couldn't really imagine to bring to consciousness all the hidden tension that iboga did without its help, and i feel as tho ive only begun!
Id like to say more but i think i'll have something worth to say as i continue on with this
I did try to lay out the key points i think will play an important role downwardsfromzero , other things like putting aside alot of freedays so you wont have to worry at all etc and complete silence would also be important , i may open a thread about the specific diet im on since i think it helps me not eat for days without facing any nutrient deficiency etc ... which feels pretty important