MicoSecond wrote:These are the kinds of experiences I'm very curious about (see this thread:
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=71095).
I have no personal experience with it, so I can't provide an answer, but I have a gut feeling that the breakthrough "trip" has the potential to act as a catalyst of sorts in our day and night lives.
How long after smoking are you getting these "coming up on DMT" experiences? Hours, days, weeks later? And what do you mean by "coming up on DMT"? What is the feeling/experience?
I have read a lot of people on here dreaming of themselves breaking through and waking up with vivid dmt-like visuals.
I don't really want to talk about myself in this thread but since you asked i had dmt-like panick attacks and as I calmed myself and got ready to surrender it faded and was left with a subtle mandala of visuals. Just randomly, about a mount after my last hit. It all started from smoking when I wasn't prepared and then that sent me in to anxiety then I started having panick attacks that felt like the onset of a dmt-hit, increased heart rate, increased perceptual awareness, feeling like something is jsut a little "off"
It was most intense 3-5 weeks after the DMT-scare, then i had other strange symptoms lasting for 4 months and something like derealisation that has lasted till this day. I can't shake it off, it is unpleasant and i feel like i have lost a part of my life that feels connected to something REAL in the world, a freshness almost. I try not to dwell on it.
Too scared to see whether more DMT will help me, might make it worse.