I had some pretty AWESOME CEV’s a few days ago.
I am not a big Cannabis user. I thought I was getting mushrooms for the first time, but a friend misunderstood, not remembering a conversation we had weeks earlier. I texted in code and he brought me medical grade Indica-Sativa blend. It’s not what I wanted, but I did not let him leave with it. I made Green Dragon and have been really enjoying it. It has added a spark to my spiritual RE-awakening. It was about half gone, so I got some more, twice as much. This time I evaporated off all the moonshine and reconstituted it with vegetable glycerin, so it does not burn under the tongue. I was already moderately high, when I licked my stirring instrument clean. I knew I was going to go deeper, but I didn’t know just how deep. I soon started to realize that I was going to have a real hard time functioning, doing what I had planned on doing for the day. So, I went into my bedroom, lit a bunch of candles and put on some meditation music and lied down to ride this one out.
Here is part of a playlist that I had made for Frequency Meditation. I had not used it yet as I was still checking them out.
PINEAL GLAND / 3RD EYE ACTIVATOR! (VERY POWERFUL) THIS WORKS!WARNING!!! Verry Strong! Pineal Gland Activation. Binaural Brainwave - Ultra Deep Trance!You know when you get so high that muscle coordination starts to get compromised. The hand starts to shake doing simple things. OK. So I am laying in bed, doing Deep Breathing Mediation, listening to the first track on Youtube. As my body was very slightly tremoring from being so high, I was passively scanning my body like I do in sober meditation and I imagined that my body was in a state of vibration and the frequency from the music was effectively escorting all the phyto-cannabinoids to all my endo-cannabinoid receptors, for Optimal Homeo-Static Regulation of every system in my body. I also had this image that my body was being scanned for toxins and ailments by Spirit Entity Physicians, so that the next time I Solo-Journey on Aya, they would have the procedures planned. Weird huh?
At some point, while lying on my back in bed, I started stretching and self-massaging. Then I moved to the floor with candles all around me. I did some meditation postures, stretching and self-massage. This was all random, natural and free flow. It felt like it was a healing session. At one point, my abs were cramping intensely from overstretching them. I was going to curl up until they subsided, but I didn’t. I had this thought that I could 'will' the cramping to stop. So I did and it did. Wow!
After a long time, I ended up laying supine. After some time I raised up on my forearms, touching my thumbs and index fingers together respectively, in a shape that would look like a single flame and centered the spot on my forhead where the Third Eye is symbolically portrayed over it.
I held my forehead a few inches above it and focused on Deep Breathing Meditation. This is where I began to have some very powerful CEV’s. It was a lot like the CEV’s in the beginning stage of an Aya Journey, but ALOT more GENTLE.
I cannot recall all of them. At one point, I KNEW I was going to build a Vibrational Chamber for Meditation and Entheogenic Journeys. It could be used for Yoga, Stretching and Massage aswell. I saw a very Strong and Clear visual of what it was to look like. Or maybe I was just in a Sacred Space on the Astral Plane. Either way, it was a Beautiful and Powerful vision.
During the 2nd track, I was ‘ONE with the Water’ then I was ‘ONE’ with the Elements of the Earth, then I was becoming ‘ONE’ with Fire, then I thought, “What is the forth?” And it started to slip away. Then I was taken to the Heavens. There was soooo much Majestic Beauty. At some point it all faded away. I was in such a deep state of peace when I saw her. A face appeared, all white with a silver gray contrast. She looked like she was ‘peeking’ from out of the darkness and smiling at me. IT FELT VERY FAMILIAR. I smiled right back at her. I knew who she was. She was my Spirit Guide, my Guardian Angel.
My first Solo Aya Journey was very rough, intense and rather unpleasant, but that is a whole other trip report. This, on the other hand, was very Gentle, Beautiful and Peaceful.
I am still in AWE.
I have decided that I am cutting way back on my Cannabis consumption. I have a lot more Reverence towards Cannabis since this happened. I might microdose daily, I am still contemplating that. I just know that casually getting high as often I have been, is a thing of the past.
Sometimes a simple analogy is all you need to make things crystal clear. Smile - Akasha224