Hi null24,
You can call me Sentinel that's fine too
I actually chose that name for a reason. I've always been a quiet person, but very strong minded. I thought the name is appropriate for me as it means a guard, who keeps watch.
The bad trips were from years ago when I was not so responsible. I was only around 18 and it was MDMA mostly. I know it's not really a psychedelic, but I took an insane (and very irresponsible) amount. I can't remember exactly how much, but it was a huge amount. I remember coming up for a while and things were fine until I got that dreaded feeling. You know the one - "I've done it now, it's too much".
What happened after that was a nightmare for me. I collapsed on the coach in this random persons house and couldn't move or speak properly. I won't go into details now, but it was not nice, and the people around me didn't help either.
I was a lot younger at the time and irresponsible. I don't regret it though because it taught me a lot about the true nature of people. Now I'm older I can look back on it objectively.