Hello,
31 years old Dutchman joining the forum because it's a great source of knowledge.
Hope to get help when I need it and help others when I can.
Almost 1 year ago I had my first experience with DMT and it changed my life completely in the best way possible.
Since that first time i have done it multiple times that I lost count but I treat the DMT with the highest respect for me it's truly a spiritual medicine.

I'll post my first experience with DMT hope you guys enjoy and if you find any grammer mistakes please let me know I'm always willing to learn as English is not my first language.


26 december 2014

Every year on boxing day a group of about 10 friends come together at the same pub to be together. We watch football and get wasted. This has been our christmas tradition for 13 years now.
So everyone gathers at the pub around 4pm. Everyone is happy to see each other (some I only see every year on this day) we watch the games and we drink and we take drugs...cocaine and xtc. I know its not the smartest thing to do but at that moment I didn't really care. After the all the games are done we decide to go to my place which is only a 5 minute walk. A few friends decide to go the shop first to buy more alcohol before going to my place.

At my place I put some music on and we wait for the rest to arrive with the alcohol. After an half an hour they arrive with the alcohol and one friend suddenly says with a big smile: "I brought some DMT"

I knew he had possesion of DMT because 4 years earlier he made it himself and did it with a few friends. At that time I was not interested in any drugs or psychedelic so I was not there. Actually my first drugsexperience was in June 2014 and had a fantastic first MDMA experience. It changed my whole thinking about drugs as first I was totally against it and after my MDMA experience I was completly pro drugs. During my "drug" excitment I looked up alot of information about drugs. During my research about different kind of drugs I came across DMT. I had no idea what it was but reading that its the most potent psychedelic made me want to do it.

My friend saved the DMT for a special occasion he said and this was a special occasion! I was so excited, all I knew was I wanted to try it but I had no idea what to expect. As he prepared the DMT I almost begged to go first. Which he allowed me as I was the host.
My first trip was me flying in space with all this beautiful objects passing me by at hyperspeed. I enjoyed it fully but I dont remember much of that one because I was blown away by the second trip it almost completly made me forget my first experience.

As I take the 3rd hit of DMT, while sitting in a very comfortable office chair, I close my eyes and let my head fall backwards. Trying to hold the smoke in aslong as possible. I see the now familiar flower pattern as Im being pulled into it (floating upwards). I cannot hold my breath anymore so I breath out. The air I breath out comes out as small flower patterns and it spreads out almost like making room for me to pass by. All of this goes very fast it feels very intens combined with a high pitched tone that annoyed me a bit. I still hear the music thats playing in the background and my friends talking to each other which is comforting for me as I know Im still on earth. As the pattern gives way I float into it. As I'm floating upwards I come to this "bubble" which somehow I made my way into. A soon as my whole body was in the bubble it went totally silent. So I tried making sound myself. I don't remember what I wanted to say but everything I said did not came out as words but as weird black patterns that vanished into the air. I looked around and see the room was mostly dark blue of colour. Suddenly I see this purple/green/black female humanlooking with long red hair. She is laughing playfully at me. Suddenly I feel something jumping into me. I look down and I see small black scorpionlike creatures jumping in and out of body. It was not pleasant it was very annoying. At this moment I got scared and was looking for ways out. As soon as I had that thinking in me the whole room got smaller almost cornering me. Female still laughing playfully but now with a look at me as if she knew what was going on with me. Here my internet drugs research proofed to be useful as I remember reading that during a trip it's important to let go. And that's what I did I mentally let go of myself and let the trip take me where it wanted. As soon as I changed my mindset the whole room changed into a huge arena, the scorpions were gone, the female was gone and I was standing in the middle of this huge arena and it felt like the room was counting down for something. Before I had time to look around in this arena the whole surrounding changed again. This time it changed into the flower of life pattern but times infinity. It was everywhere I looked. Plasma/gold/white coloured and all the colours were moving all the time at the same time in every direction.It was so beautiful and you could feel the energy, warmth and love coming from it. I remember thinking: I have to remember this it's so amazing! I made a mental picture and just looked at it making sure I would never forget it. While focusing on the infinite patterns. I see this jester/clown like figure moving from left to right and right to left in front of the flower of life (where I was looking) waving with his both hands to me. I felt that he was showing me this and was very happy to show it to me.

Everything changed again I now was some kind of arena with blue light pillars everywhere perfectly lined up. It was here I decided to open my eyes. My appartment looked amazing! Everything looked cartoonish but the colours were so crystal clear. I looked around and I see one of them making eye contact with me and I say "Water" because my throat felt so dry at the moment but he didn't hear me. I tried it again but now I realise I'm not even making any sound It felt like talking underwater. I also somehow couldn't move my body jet. I look down at my hands and I notice they are huge. I found that a bit scary so I looked at the kitchen which looked amazing and waited until I got control of my body back.

Hello and welcome to the Nexus!

Thank you for the thoughtful intro and trip report! DMT is definitely one of those wild and infinitely interesting molecules, to say the least. By the way, I wouldn't worry too much about your English or grammar. In fact, if you hadn't mentioned anything I'm pretty sure no one would've noticed. You have better grammar than a lot of people I come into contact with everyday, and English is their only language!

But anyway, it is good to have you here and hopefully you'll be able to find everything you are seeking. Have a nice day!

-The Grateful One-