here i am... one day this friend of a friend popped up at our place.
we had two rooms at that time. one was from my friend, sex addict and energy freak.
there were always alot of people in that room. it had red light and alot of fluroscent stuff. my room was next to it. i prefferd to be alone with my crystals. i dont like talking to much. i like the quietness of the night. candlelight and incents...
one day this friend of my friend just came over and basicly offered to teach me how to do the spice... so thats where i started. it came to me. i never asked for it.
im quite into shrooms so i have been talking to plants before...
but now i felt more like something was calling me very seriously.
so this is the way of the alchemist.
alot of "friends" are jealous on my skills now and ask me to teach them.
i tried one time and had a bad experience since that person didnt keep their word
and spread the information to people that misuse the spice in my opinion.
so i dont teach anyone anymore. to the right people it will come.
ive felt more isolated lately and ive been the scapegoat for alot of people
projecting their subconsciouss bad guilty conscience on me cause they fuck themselfes up with stupid drugs like alcohol and speed.
i always have been kind of rigit of what is good and bad and that might seem conservative to others. but after all i really miss values in our modern society.
i cant connect to the party crowd. i dont know what to celebrate honestly in this world full of lies. i do believe in ascention but im still a realist.
i know i can do healing but still have to learn a lot.
i belong to that starfamily of the snake bearer and the owl is one of my spirit animals.
most other animals are afraid of the owl, maybe because they are afraid of the truth.
anyway i have a very deep connection to birds and recently had alot of bird visions.
might the feathered snake be a bird? was quetzacotl a member of the bird-clan?
i do believe so. therefor lets fly and sing. live is beautiful. BLESS

A hearty welcome to you my Brother in Light. I feel what you say. I love Animals, Crystals(recently made myself an Orgonite with a huge Rosequartz and alof of other Crystals in it for the Heart Chakra), and i love Plants. I have no friends who have connection to the Spiritworld and most of them think im Crazy. But hey you should by now know that there are no coincidences, that you are here, and i am welcoming you is already a part of ascension. Im not quite sure but have a great feeling i originate from the Pleiades. When i instinctly take a look at the Pleiadian Star Cluster at nights, i always see shooting stars in colors which i have never seen before, nowhere!!! You might like the quietness of the night and being alone so do i, but i learned that we never really are alone. There are always the Spirits with us, be it Animal Spirits or Plant Spirits. I know too that you can do healing, we are all Infinite, Unending, Eternal, Mighty Spirits that just have forgotten how to. Also most of the times healing comes from inside. We are great Healers, just look at them Ayahuasceros,Curanderos and Shamans. Its a shame that most of the western society lost this knowledge. For example here in Germany we had alot of great Shamans, but there are only two left,Christian Raetsch for example who made a book called The Encyclopedia of Psychoactive Plants which will be the best in the next 100 Years. So yeah a great time is coming alot of people wake up, start to open their Third Eyes, and see through all these lies. I hope we can help you and have a great time together here on Pacha Mama and the DMT-Nexus.

Namaste