I love this site! It's so koooooo! ^_^ I love you guys!

I been a psychonaut for a long time now, probably about 7 years. It started with a shroom trip and was love at first experience. I've since done a lot more shrooms, 2c-i, 2c-e, Salvia, DMT, and MDMA. There maybe a few I'm forgetting .

I do psychedelics strictly for spiritual purposes as of June 2013. I'm actually a recovering addict/alcoholic with my DOC being meth. I got sober from everything 2 years ago and have found, in my experience, psychedelics really have helped me. They mainly help me dig deep and confront issues that normally won't surface. They give me a sense of wonder and connection to a higher power. And to be honest, they make things like alcohol and narcotics seem very shallow and pointless. I see DMT is something of so much greater value, something that's showed me what my mind is capable of as opposed to inhibiting its abilities.

I've relived memories of when I was an addict and felt very confused about the whole thing. Letting my life be controlled to such a extent made sense to me when I was in it, but out of it, on a high dose of shrooms - it makes NO sense!

I have not had a desire to drink or use since I first tripped in recovery, about a year and 9 months ago, and had this revelation O.o. Was it foolish experimenting with psychedelics as a means to aid me in my recovery? Certainly. Was it effective? Yes! Nothings entered this body except Salvia, shrooms, and DMT in over 2 years! I also have a lot of other things I do for my recovery! So it's not perceived as a solution pill, but as a small part of my recovery.

I'm also a engineering student and a independent hip hop artist (I'm a rapper ). I take hip hop more serious, almost "too" serious", and have had a lot of success with it as of late. I got to transition my focus to school more .

With the help of this site I got extraction down. I've extracted 500g of mimosa hostels, the first 300g I messed up in various ways but here's the final product I ended up with from all the 500g starting with the last 200g that I feel I mastered to the beginning 300g.

Pull 1-3





Pull 4-6



My first 3 attempts combined

Welcome to the Nexus!

Your story resonates with me quite a bit. I was also once held captive by addiction (DOC being meth as well) until about 2.5-3 years ago when I finally made the decision to get clean. It was the best decision I have ever made. Looking back at it now, it is hard to believe that I would do something to myself that I swore I never would do. It was pure self destruction and I didn't care at all, at the time.

But after much grief, the battle was won. I am very grateful to be alive and healthy here today. I am very happy to hear that you won your battle as well. That is seriously something to be quite proud of! Well, that is about all I have to share at the moment!

Congrats on the extraction(s) by the way!

Have a good one!

-The Grateful One-