Hey everyone,
I'm new here but have got a good deal of experience with spice. I've been to hell and back (but mostly heaven lol). I don't really know what to say so I'll just describe my last heavy dmt trip:
1 hit held in:
That familiar feeling in the back of the head, like a marble rolling from the tip of your spine to the front of your forehead right between the eyes. The marble grows the closer it gets to your forehead. I blow out, things are definitely getting weird.
2nd hit held in:
It's funny how it doesn't seem to kick in until you exhale. I blow out and immediately my vision is overtaken by what appears to be some sort of holographic overlay to reality. It makes no sense, I know this is the level right beneath the real deal. With great difficulty I manage to take...
The 3rd hit held in:
This is when things get really nutty. I frantically put my bong down wherever I can and fumble for a bit with it. Luckily I manage to find a spot on the floor for it. All I can do now is lie back on my bed and listen to that buzzing sound. The buzzing sound eventually manifests itself into something like a room that surrounds me and defies normal vision. Instead of seeing in front of me I can see everything around me, and it's made of new colours and interesting dimensions. These fractals seem to be infinite, I can choose to view them at any scale I wish. I can scale up and see only one giant transforming spiral, or i can scale down and see hundreds, thousands... I get an overwhelming sense that something I am doing with my life isn't good and that I need to fix this. The dmt "gods" seem to know me better than I know myself. I've never really encountered an entity, but I have connected with some sort of other feeling which i know isn't me. I believe that what dmt does is lifts us out of the illusion of individual ego and puts us back into the source consciousness.
This dmt I have now is a little redder and brownish, not the crystals I'm used to from mimosa bark. Regardless there is something to learn here, but from the qualitative differences I think that I can definitely feel the NMT content of the Acacia bark. While not entirely unpleasant it does seem to burn my head a little bit when I smoke it. I prefer the pure crystals, theres much more love in those. This seems to be more of a "mindfuck" than the dmt I'm used to. Either way, it's interesting.
Glad to be here
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