(buenas diaz in Shipibo )

Im a 21 year old german guy, who started with psychedelics about one year ago. Before that time I wasnt really interested in "hallucinating" things. But the fact of mindtripping made me really curious because of my changing worldview (from realism to idealism. The recognization that being "objectiv" is impossible for subjects started all off. Lets rather call it inter-subjective.)

At the moment Im in Pucallpa Peru. After one month of volunteering in Iquitos I wanted to meet the Shipibo Conibo to do an as authentic Ayahuasca-ceremony as possible. Sadly all white subjects are looking like ATMs for the Shipibo. And even in the smallest village I visited (more or less 100-200 inhabitants) has the TV taken over. Despite their language (which is for me still quiet interesting) and Ayahuasca there is no culture alive anymore. Thanks globalization!

Does anyone know a as authentic shaman as possible down there? With authentic I mean someone who does retreats to help and not for the money. According to the Amazonian history a shaman I guy chosen by nature whose lifemission is to help every being which is asking for help. Here people only want to sell anything...
Since the Shaman I did my (first) ceremony with passed out like after one hour (while I was brought to God/Consciousness itself/or whatever you want to call it - by the madre) after the trip started, I dont want to do ceremonies with people I dont know about anymore. Furthermore Im not rich and prices seem to be really unstable from 50 Soles ( 15-20 Eur/$) to 200 Dollars with no real differnces (keep the walking atm thing in mind). I payed 100 Soles and it was a complete normal place which LOOKED authentic. But the surface is meh on Aya

Im thankful for every Tip and Hi! DMT-Nexus in general

Enjoy yourself!
UrsBlank

P.S. Do you guys know about the normal duration of aya? I heard in Germany from sth about 8-10 hours. Here everybody is talking about 4 hours. Sure time is not-existent while DMT (as usually, but for me it was on it really easy to recognize that there is only "now" ) but the Trip was highspeed I couldnt even precieve the visuals really because everything was so fucking fast (and the mindtrip really really heavy).

Maybe Im gonna ask for little smaller dose next time. Shrooms and LSD showed me that Im very sensitive with these kind of things....