i write to you my fellow nexians now knowing that this reality is not even real.

what an intense realization that was. To know that everything even this laptop i write you on is not real. a very concept on my own imagination. of consciousness becoming self aware.

i mean having not broken through but watching under my very own eyes this reality disappear as i looked as to what i can only describe as the source which i imagine to be myself.I travelled through space and i realized that people see these dmt beings.

they are you. i am you. we are a single consciousness and this whole world shattered before my eyes as i saw what was the truth.

at-least i now know that the bible and all over faiths are not where i should lie my faith. because they are in fact all created within myself.

may i just say what an intense place this world is i mean our own conscious dreaming up the world of physics and space for us to live in. and to develop sub conscious selves to become aware of itself is just intense. i laid there in intense happiness knowing this isn't real and I've become self aware.

I dont want to take away from your experience but would like to give my point of view.

I think saying things like "i took dmt and now know this life is not real" can be harmful to the cause. How do you know? If anything i have learned that i dont know jack, let alone enough to propose what is real and what is not. Nor do i have the ability to fully wrap my head around the mechanics of anything outside this reality.

I think if anything, rather than settling on more absolutes release yourself from all absolutes. Only then will you feel completely free.

I can see where you coming from.

but my experience was that of something I don't expect anyone to understand unless they have had the same experience . I saw that me, You everyone this reality of physics this universe. Concept of time. Illness poverty etc all shared experiences and that everything is connected.

I have realised that I am a self projection of a larger single conciousness that we all belong to. Which had evolved dramatically. This place we live in is an amazing spectular creation of what I can only describe as the source. This point is where everything comes back to. And i litrally mean any gods or bibles are pre dated by this single source which is still infact part of us. It an extremely intense realisation that we are created from a single source. I hope someone else can relate to my experience.

Your not alone in this realization my friend. When it happened to me for the first time it was almost 3 years ago and i am still in the process of integrating. Slowly but surely living my life and allowing it to flow in and out of me. Don't worry if next man agrees with you or not. It is not important. What is important is how you live your life and what kind of human being are you striving to become. I think any experience is a valid one for certain layer of realization.

Keep exploring and don't be afraid of using your own words to describe it. The nature of IT is INFINITE so everything and nothing is the name of the game...

Peace & Love

Spectacular thread! Both anrchy and hardboiled speak vast truths about your experience, And there is much to be said about this topic. Integration is the key undoubtedly. All will experience these "realizations" differently, How you integrate them into "this" world is paramount.. I have been an avid psychonaut for about 16 years. Majority of people will never understand what we do, And you must tread lightly on what you share with family and friends. All of my life, My hyperspace travels and trans-formative thinking have remained in the closet, Outside of peers like here. I am humbled and inspired by your realization. Your mind is becoming more receptive, Nurture this. Stay safe.

We are all connected, this I am convinced. But saying your experience taught you this is all fake reminds me of how many DMT experiences I have had that contradicted each other. Each time causing me to have many different theories on life, myself, hyperspace ect. This is important to remember, cause it will happen.

Safe travels! Take time to integrate as suggested. You may be able to take away some big positive lessons from this even though it may seem like a hopeless point...........

I appreciate replies from much more experienced members than I. And I take these words with the kindess they were ment to be recieved! I have shared my experience with friends and realitives whom I have selected carefully. My father if he knew would not understand and go abit insane about drugs. I have never experienced any other physco active drugs only other I drug I have tried is cannabis.

I will continue to explore and hopefully I will be able to better explain in words on here what I have seen. I am a PhD student in swansea university at the moment so unfortunately I can not dedicate as much time I would like to exploring dmt.

hopefully I will be able share more experiences of mine and others here over time.

Peace

It seems like a spectacular experience. I envy you
Well, did you have a sense that we can actually influence our reality... or that we're already doing so via who knows what?

I actually kind of got the feeling we are strapped in for the ride and we are mere observers, well at our level maybe a joint mass conscientiousness awareness could change this??