Fallin' ditch ain't gonna get my bones
Posts: 11 Joined: 27-Sep-2014 Last visit: 27-Apr-2015
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Hey guys. I had fallen in love with psychedelics a long time ago after my first experience with LSD and being totally enthralled by the beauty of my own mind. Since then, I've been experimenting with different hallucinogens up until I had a really bad trip with 25i-nbome. Now, sometimes when I try LSD I get horrible flashbacks to that bad trip, though sometimes I still have enjoyable ones here and there. I've done LSD countless amounts of times, 25i-nbome, 25c-nbome, fly agarics, datura, salvia divinorumn, and failed vaporizing DMT once because of it being too harsh for me. Lately I've been turning to more natural sources for spiritual healing, I have been reading up on entheogens for a while now and have been especially interested with DMT and ayahuasca. I believe that entheogens will be the medicine that will repair my psyche and unlock the secrets of my mind, I really want to have beautiful psychedelic experiences again instead of horrific grotesque ones. I'm an avid dreamer, and I usually place spiritual significance on the symbols and events that appear in my dreams. Despite how most of my trips lately seem to have been on the bad side, I don't seem to be having many nightmares. This website wonderful, a wealth of information and ideas, and I'm excited to meet people with similar interests. I look forward to delving into what this website has to offer, and maybe sharing some of my thoughts and experiences and having some questions answered. This really seems like a great community and I'd love to be a part of it!
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DMT-Nexus member
Posts: 1288 Joined: 22-Feb-2014 Last visit: 16-Mar-2024
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Hey Boy, welcome to the nexus! Datura, ey? How was that? I tried one of those random nbome RC's one time... that was enough for me. I was told it was LSD, but the second I put it in my mouth, I knew that it was not. In hindsight, I wish I would have spit it out, but I didn't. It was unpleasant. I don't get any weird flashbacks or anything, but I was glad when the experience had come to an end. That single event made me a skeptic of anything that comes on a blotter paper. Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
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Fallin' ditch ain't gonna get my bones
Posts: 11 Joined: 27-Sep-2014 Last visit: 27-Apr-2015
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Hi AcaciaConfusedYah, Datura is very interesting, I do believe it potentiates and adds a different twist to my LSD experience, usually when I take LSD I'm mildly stimulated and can't really keep still for too long without getting uncomfortable, yet when I take Datura I can lie down in my bed, and though my mind is still stimulated my body can rest and remain perfectly still. As for using datura alone without any psychedelics, it is poisonous at higher doses, the highest I've done was 90 datura stramonium seeds, which wasn't enough to produce any kind of hallucinations but did give me a strange buzz and made me feel disorientated and unable to focus on things. I do believe it also aids in dreaming, as I usually have very vivid, often sexual, dreams on the nights when I take datura.
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Fallin' ditch ain't gonna get my bones
Posts: 11 Joined: 27-Sep-2014 Last visit: 27-Apr-2015
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As for the research chemicals, we only did them because they were the cheapest psychedelics we could get our hands on. The nausea they used to cause me actually produces a kind of psychological sickness for me now, whenever I go to take a blotted paper, even if it's pure LSD and I haven't taken it yet, I get a sort of anxious sickness. It usually goes away if I focus on other things but can make a come-up more unpleasant.
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If you don't make mistakes, you are doing it wrong
Posts: 439 Joined: 23-Nov-2011 Last visit: 30-Aug-2024 Location: In a Concrete Hole, always in a concrete hole
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Hello Boy, could it be that you opened up a lot of books, but not read many of them to the end. One can never cross the ocean without the Courage to lose sight of the shore
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