Hello Litwin,
Welcome to the Nexus. That was a nice, concise Introduction Essay - thank you for sharing with us. Of course, as is typical for me, I am left wanting to know more,
. Anything you'd care to share, or any more details . . .
For example, what was your first psychedelic medicine and was that an immediate "conversion" (so to speak) experience? When you say man of faith, have you taken up one of the currently popular Abrahamic religions? Or is your newfound spirituality more general than that?
Do you ever consume NN anymore or are you strictly a 5-meo fan? I myself have done a LOT more NN than 5-meo, but have tasted of 5-meo at dosages ranging from 2-22 mgs and found it to be truly unique. Though my strong personal preference is for the artistic palette so to speak of NN . . .
Anyway, I do welcome you here and hope you like what you find. Full membership tends to come after some time for most folks. Just participate and show you understand the Attitude (link above) and membership will follow.
Warm Regards,
Pandora
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