Hello guys,
I'm 34 and I live in Germany since about 12 years ... but actually I come from Poland.
I got to say...my english is not good but I will give my best :-)
Different psychedelics are crossing my way every few years... Every time it feels like... it wasn't a coincidence but... more like...its the right time so here it is.
When I was about 18-19 some friends of mine ate shrooms and I just tried it with them.
This was nothing I could tell I like in any way. So the next 12-13 years, even if I had the opportunity to take some again, I didn't want to...
About 4 years ago, I don't even know how it started but something woke my interest in shrooms so much that I started to read alot about them in the internet. They started to become interseting for me and more and more I had this feeling that it is the right decision to try some. So I get a box, waited some time and there I had some shrooms:-).
Before I try anything new I make a long research...I always want to know as much as possible before I try it on myself.
I chose a dosage thats a good beginning I thought(1,2g cubensis) The first time as I tried them it was like... Wow...It feels like an upgrade for my brain,the way I think, the way I feel, my imagination was so powerfull, hard things seems easier, I was feeling everything thats around my. Something like Eckert Tolles- The power of now. My most attention was in the present moment and it makes my feel very peaceful, silenced , and much stronger. As if I would restart my hardware and started it with a new, much better Operating System which is a powerful upgrade.
So this had to make a wave to my best friends...
One of them...He was surprised as I told him about that and I suppose he wouldn't try it with many other people... He trusts me an he knows that there must be something when I say this is the most amazing thing I ever tried...
His reaction was the same as mine... He din't know that something this great is possible to happen with the mind and thoughts. I like his comparison of alcohol and shrooms. He says: "Alcohol high is like 2D..shrooms is at least 3D...So why should I choose only 2D :-) ?"
I also found Salvia at about the same time... I know that its great, I feel it, but I didn't have a really strong experience with it. I tried leafs, then extracts but it was never so strong that I was gone for a few minutes. Couldn't have been about the dosage because my girlfriend tripped 10min in another dimension with just 1/3 of my dosage :-).
Since a few days again I got this feeling that I really want to do it at night but then I push this thought away like I would be a bit affraid deep inside of my mind. I don't really care about that because I know that it will happen when the right day comes.
Over one year ago I watched a few documentarys about shamens and the Amazone. This woke something deep inside of me. I started to research about ayahuasca and DMT.
And there it was again...this strange feeling like if I didn't really find this new mysterious thing...It just came to me... I went deeper and deeper, I read tons of articles, about experiences of users, watched another documentarys like "Stepping into the fire", "Shamens of the amazone", "The spirit molecule".
It feels amazing to discovere something mysterious like this... As if I would found another door of which I knew that I will pass through when the right time comes and my way turns directly into them...
Since a few weeks I started to read more about DMT again...I felt the need to go another step furter...Every day the feeling that it comes closer to became stronger...
And one day I knew its time to prepare for the journey :-)
When something wakes my attention this much as DMT did, I can research about it whole days(when time allows it :-) )
Same story like shrooms :-) I got now 1g of nice white DMT and my GVG should arrive in a few days :-).
Last monday I have found this forum... I am reading every day for a few hours...Its so interesting to get to know peoples experiences... I allways want to be prepared as good as possible when I try new stuff... For me this is really a place where so much of my questions find answeres.
The decision to by a GVG is also based on what so many people is telling about it here.
I know I need the best way to smoke it because I still remember how hard it was to take big hits of salvia at the beginning...
There was a big smile in my face when I read how people decribed how smooth it works using the GVG.
I own a vaporizer(Davinci Ascent, which I really like :-) ) but I read that its not really recommended if I don't want that everything I vaporize later in it smells like DMT :-).
My bro and me will make this journey together. He is a really busy entrepreneur so I care about the part with the organisation of everything we need for it. He trusts me and he knows that I will choos the best way to get to know it. Tonight we talked at phone as he was on the way back home.
It was really nice to hear as he said that he is really thankful to me for taking him on this journeys (starting with shrooms).
I am pretty sure that I can't imagine even 0.00000001% whats expecting me on that way but most important for me is...that I have this good feeling about it and I just know it's the right moment.. for some reasons it crossed my way and I guess I will find them out soon...
Thank you for the opportunity to be here to learn and share with other people...:-)
Peace
DoS