Hello!

I'm not sure what to say here Drug experience: it would be easier to list what I have not done.. which is PCP, crack cocaine, various research chemicals (although I have had my fair share) and I have not been lucky enough to try mescaline yet either. I started out spending hours researching chemicals and their effects on erowid back in the 2000's, before trying anything. At first I was experimenting, then I was just getting high and having fun. My daily uses were marijuana and alcohol, but my favorites ended up being the psychedelic drugs, LSD and mushrooms, I was able to experience the most of, but I found 4-AcO-DMT to be particularly transcendental. Throughout all my drug use, I have found that I don't really need any drugs at all, and the feelings that I was using drugs to find, were within me all along. Part of me thinks this is why we have drugs, to help us turn the outward seeking in on itself. Recently, I have given up marijuana and alcohol (and cigarettes ) in the interest of learning more about myself and the world, with clarity and lucidity. Now my daily user is to breathe, garden, to be at peace, learning and practicing meditation and music, with the aide of psychedelics here and there. Also, to help my brothers and sisters find their way, any way I can.

I was shown how to make DMT before I registered for the website (STB extraction in wine jugs), but I have been around on the "internet drug world" (and aware of this website, but never having registered) for much longer, and I am very happy to be here. Since joining, I have used cyb's salt tek to produce some lovely material (Thanks everybody) and would like to help out and give back wherever I can.

My goal is to learn more about these special teacher plants, (caapi, mimosa, chacruna, acacia, peyote), and hopefully start a peyote garden, if I can find some seeds.

Thank you everyone for taking the time to read this, and I hope you have a wonderful day ((( <3 )))

To add a little more to this, I like to help people. I find myself intrigued more often than not, by all sorts of things really. (A gift.. until I need to get something done at work ) I love art, visual, auditory, sensual, any kind of expression, graceful or delightfully awkward. Handwriting, stand up comedy, improv, graffiti. humor, I seek in all things, and this sometimes causes me to come off as insensitive. Another love... Computers, especially security/anti-security and programming. Writing code is an art form in itself. Same with circuit board design. I first installed linux on a machine when I was 11 years old, red hat, and I remember that I thought I screwed it up so I restarted halfway through (to really screw it up) only to find out later that it was working just fine.

I have friends who hop trains and could leave whenever I please.. but I choose to be here with you <3. I almost bought an RV one time, half of which had been converted into a full-blown glass blowing studio, for 20,000, but I wasn't ready. I use to be heavy into video games but not so much over the past years. I love to create, and I have had my share of fun with destruction. Teach me something.

Skateboarding and footbag (hacky sack), writing, reading, telling jokes, travelling, I love these. Anything that touches me and inspires whatever soul there may or may not be. Those things you feel, before you ever had the thought of feeling them or not. Patterns, I notice and enjoy the noticing of these. Especially some of these wicked forum banners.

I might keep updating this as I feel necessary.

Oh, also, I wrote this, a couple years ago, but it is a fascinating read if I do say so myself...