Hello. Salut.

I remember when I first read that story "the egg" on highexistence website. Changed me. I was looking at people on the street- they were me, me them. Weird thing to lock yourself in that state.

So I am me. Thank you to the open minded humans who started this forum. I love the fringe. I love to learn outside a conventional classroom. My mom is a teacher. She would pool my ear and slap the back of my head for talking like this ('s how they do in my country).

But yea. Up with the force of novelty. Well... up to a point of course, and calmly meditate on the way back to zero knowledge. So nice, every time I hear about that rock bottom state and how it all springs from it. It's vital to me to reach those states. I'm always telling myself just let it be, WHERE can you end up? Dead?

Actually, that's how it all started... fear of death. Anyway, after drinking all sorts of data this being is just ok. So many questions... but I piled a few answers, I can say, without coughing, that washing dishes is not that bad. Nor is fixing your own meals.

Goal? To define fear. Well, fear and peanut butter pleasure. Peanut butter? Just beyond me.

Thank you nexus forum (dissident thinkers), thank you internet, thank you mom and dad, peace to humans and beyond. Love