for countless times throughout the ages man has dropped on himself the unbearable weight of seeking a meaning to life. mostly with a well hidden subconscious race to unravel the meaning behind it's own. that search is not just a spark of curiosity but primarily the consequence of necessity; for meaningfulness. one does not work on solving a problem it already knows the answer to.
modern culture gets an A+ for going an extra mile on pushing mankind to it's deepest, darkest hole. the imposition of state and capitalism, the always growing and addictive techno-illusion, the ultra-sonic spread of information and propaganda etc. these are all patterns formed from previous delusions but more than ever the cause for human degradation.
this world is just too much.

the mind is too caught up on trying to assimilate all this input;
the ego punching through as the mind gives in; or should i say the one who's watching it perform thoughts?
this world is too much and we are too busy.
too busy for self-inquiry, too busy for appreciation, too busy to live.

i didn't really wanted to digress too much over ancient eastern thought or even the new age impression of it so i can make a rewritten case on how you and i should live our lives. lessons go beyond descriptions and that is why the mind can't quite decode the meaningful just by reading the "right" books or hearing the "best" podcasts.
nature, though, is your most brilliant teacher; from mycelium to tornadoes. just stop and take a look (if you manage to see through the concrete). "sous les pavés, la plage!"

the ongoing cycles of nature, the random but willful growth and decay
everything has it's purpose and polarities. everything is a paradoxical adventure quest for movement. even this i'm writing now is a complete paradox as i'm channeling my thoughts through a hybrid strain of w. ha!
this comprehension and most of all acceptance had been one of most profound layers in the philosophic teachings of buddha, hermes trismegistus and so on.

i'm getting the munchies now and so i leave my account's username to speak for myself:
don't imprison yourself from the dance of chaos.

JUST HAVE A NICE DAY FOR A CHANGE