Hello everyone,
I'm Aquilios, I've studied engineering and will go on to study astrophysics. It's my life long passion to achieve certain things in physics because I feel the responsibility to not waste any potential. Maybe I can get focused enough to write a few books on language and society in between and then at retirement I'd love to sail the open sea on my own in a modified 18th century three master. That's how I would sum up who I am at present.
I have experience with many substances, I've never regretted it since it was a lot of fun, I've never abused anything, it has brought me much understanding and eventually introduced me to ayahuasca without preconceived or wrongful notions and beliefs.
Other than a few stims to keep me working I don't even drink coffee or use sugar anymore.
I've used and will continue to use ayahuasca to make better sense of my past hardships, present paralyzing reasoning and mental blocks and future spearheads. It helps me combat the most annoying and powerful enemy I seem to have in all my ambitions which sadly is me.
I've joined the forum to ask around about recipes and what works best, my last two aya brews failed and since it takes a good chunk out of my week that I can't really afford I think it worthwhile to talk with people that have more experience in brewing before I attempt a next session.
Kind regards.