Hey I'm new. My real identity is secret, but I like DMT "culture." I'm a pretty regular individual other than that.

I've been a "student" of science for several years and come from a pretty religious family. It follows that there has been a lot of coming to terms with existence and reality for me the past couple of years, at times which as been somewhat of an existential crisis - I'm going to die and not exist - and - its probable that God doesn't exist in an anthropomorphic way. When this began I had no way of being able to relate with death or really handle the fear that I had developed, and so began experimenting. Honestly it has helped substantially, and I've been able to be a much nicer and productive person - even being able to break several addictions that I have had. Admittedly, most "substances" didn't quite do it for me. The sheer unconditional euphoria seemed a bit superficial in both spiritual reward and in experience. DMT on the other hand is something completely different, and really has been the answer to my anxiety and curiosity. I'm not kept up at night anymore in fear.

I also like computers and programming, David Lynch, drone, ambience, and IDM.
I've also been a lurker for about a year now, so I'm somewhat familiar with the community already.
Thanks!