I've been a member of the forum for a while now but everytime I've thought about writing an introduction I've felt completely lost as to what to write but this morning I had my first truly life changing dmt experience and I feel the point of ones rebirth is an easier place to start from.

Mentally it's been a rocky ride since my first psychedelic experience up till now as I've struggled with depression and anxiety but the various psychedelic experiences I've had have helped me progress through these problems and for about a year now I feel free from the both of those problems for the most part or so I thought.

The trip I just had, these old feelings of self hatred and anger at myself and the world resurfaced and I realised that I hadn't really solved any of these problems but just repressed them and now I truly saw the root of these issues and what it feels like now is that I've managed to remove them from my psyche.

When I originally signed up here it was out of interest of dmt for my personal use but now I truly see the potential it has to improve people's lives and I would love for other people to experience the outcome I've just had. I'm very interested in other people's experiences and would love to have some good conversation with members of the forum to help integrate my experiences and to help others do so also.

I've only recently come down from this said trip so I might not be making as much sense as I could be but I feel a strong urge to write this.

Hello!

Hello! Good to read the molecule has helped yet another person. I too was helped out of a depression by the mysterious spice. I was shown that sometimes its important to focus outwards rather than inwards and forward rather than backwards. It made me realise the environment I was in was poisonous for me. I had to defend against too many negative influences and this was draining my energy making me depressed.

What is your choice of delivery and plant?

My choice of delivery is smoking changa through a bong 30 minutes after drinking 4g rue tea. I feel this really allows me to influence the trip rather than just being blasted with information which I struggle to understand.

I've been using mimosa hostilis as it's still legal where I live.

for sure, These are things I'd been thinking before my last trip but I feel like I wasn't truly applying this to my life but just creating a facade over the old me which felt like a very thin layer of what or who I truly am.

This recent experience I imagine people would classify as a 'bad' trip but I feel that the approach I took allowed me to learn so much more than I ever have from even my most positive trips.