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ForgottenOne
#1 Posted : 3/29/2014 11:32:31 PM
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Hello fellow space travelers. I have lots of expierence with spice (estimated 800+ smoked doses over 3 years) however I will speak of my most important expierence.
It was december 21 2012 and proceeding this trip i called out the spirits saying "show me what i need to see" I took at least 100mg of pure in one puff out of a glass bulb I am a beast at hitting pipes and blocking the caugh reflex. I then handed the pipe to my friend and proceded to black out for a few seconds. The next part is hard to explain but basically it was so intense I couldn't accept that I would survive. I thought about spice but my brain wouldn't accept that it was just our friend Dimitri. I thought I invented a new drug and was never going to be the same again I started to cry and put my hands on my head bent over on a chair (I only know that because of the 2 witneses) I remember my friend saying "you just have to beat it" so then I thought I was for sure doomed I couldn't beat this. Then it came to me I KNEW I was going to die not like I think I'm dieing or I think I'm going to die I was most certain more then anything in my life death was coming in minutes I then said "I don't know if I believe in god" which I didn't at the time. Eventually it wore off and I jumped up screaming "I thought I was going to die but I have another 40 years to live" since that expierence I have realized (personal belief not trying to preach) that not believing in anything is un healthy for a human being in my new opinion.
Oral expierence to much harma 178mg in orange juice. When it kicked in i was near paralyzed my friend got very ill i didnt however i dieted and fasted he did not. I was coming in and out of black out i kept forgetting who i was where i was who i was with and what i did in cycles when i finally remebered i would black out again. I was fighting the trip i hated forgetting i was a person but as soon as i would regain that knownledge i would black out and be back to baby status. I do remember feeling very guilty for not living my life for service (before I even read steps to inner peace). Also i remember feeling pure bliss one second pure doom the next then i felt like i just threw up (didnt know that was a feeling till then).

Well that's all I remember from trips worth talking about thank you for reading






 

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#2 Posted : 3/30/2014 7:34:31 PM

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ForgottenOne wrote:
I have realized (personal belief not trying to preach) that not believing in anything is un healthy for a human being in my new opinion.



Which religion do you follow? And why did you pick your current religion? Very happy
 
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#3 Posted : 3/30/2014 8:08:16 PM

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Hey! Welcome!

Do you still do DMT?
 
ForgottenOne
#4 Posted : 3/31/2014 12:18:52 AM
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I believe god is above religion oI have been exposed mostly to Christian teachings however I am interested to learn more about other religions. It has been a long transition from a atheiest mindset. I have not tried to break threw since 12 21 2012 the oral expierence was proceeding that and it was 178mg of spice which I would not do again.
 
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ForgottenOne wrote:
I have not tried to break threw since 12 21 2012...

What's holding you back? Why did it take you almost two years to join the forums?

Hope you're not upset that our planetary vibration remained stable.
"Facts do not cease to exist because they are ignored." -A.Huxley
 
ForgottenOne
#6 Posted : 3/31/2014 3:17:56 AM
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I needed a break I plan on trying again soon
 
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#7 Posted : 3/31/2014 4:01:24 AM

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Having a tripsitter tell you to fight, or beat, the experience is prolly bad form. The classic "just ride it out man" seems far more appropriate.

Welcome to the forums. Just curious, what is dmt/hyperspace to you? Was the dmt experience (in general, or a specific one) responsible for your spiritual conversion?

I'm interested because I holda belief that dmt specifically connects us with the spiritual impulse.
Just curious.

As always... HAPPY TRAILS TO YOUUUUU!
Sine experientia nihil sufficienter sciri potest -Roger Bacon
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ForgottenOne
#8 Posted : 3/31/2014 11:32:52 PM
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Yes the sitter was very in expierenced. It was my NDE expierence that caused the conversion. Hyperspace to me is all fun and games until you forget you are there
 
 
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