Hello. Call me Eyeful, because that is what I am. All of my life I have been an information sponge.

I've been reading about the plants, about the molecule, about the pineal gland, about the Federally funded research, and I am still reading, still gathering information.

In this body is a person (who) first began suspecting there was a lot more out there than was generally expected, at or shortly thereafter, puberty. Some exploration of the natural psychoactives, as well as the extracted versions, plus the companionship of the green 5 lobed leaf have been enough, along with the reading, always the reading.

As a dreamer of prophetic dreams, I know that time and space are not...what is generally accepted. (how)

In my younger years, I was frightened of the visions, but resolved to tackle them when I was older, and, hopefully, wiser. (why)

Now that day is here, or at least it is very close, (when) because I am drawn to the stories, the science behind the voyages, the physics of the universe, and how it all relates and distills down into something that is ostensibly, but obviously, not necessarily experienced in the brain. (where) Perhaps through the brain is a more apt description. But, what do I know. I am still a DMT virgin.

I had a funny dream a couple of nights ago, (not a vision). In the dream, it was pretty psychedelic, and lots of people around me were tripping in a lovely, natural, augmented with psychedelia environment. I myself was sober, but was enjoying the scene. Next thing I know, up walked Steven Tyler. We talked for a while, and I told him about my Ayahuasca curiosity. He opened his hand and in it were several white, long oval tablets stamped with the word AYAHUASCA. I took one out of his palm, wondering if I should take a second one, and thinking that might be rude, I just took the one. Why Stephen Tyler and not some actual sage? In the dream I did not take the pill. I wasn't ready. It was just me trying to figure out if this is a silly road to travel down. I will know when I get there, and now I feel that I am almost there.

I've been meditating and dream journaling, and these things are helping me to prepare. I know this is something that is done as an individual, but I would like to meet others, if only here, who are on a similar journey.