Hello all, I have been lurking on the nexus for a while now and feel it is time to give back to this community.

I have some experience with various psychedelics. I’m also pretty knowledgeable on the cultivation of plants.

My fascination with the spirit molecule started in 2007 when I heard an interview with Peter Gorman where he spoke about his experiences with ayahuasca in the Amazon jungle. The next 5 years I spent most of my free time listening to Terence McKenna talks and reading as much as could on the subject of dmt and ayahuasca. Finally in 2012 on a trip to Peru I found Etnika’s Shamanic Healing Center in Cuzco and booked an ayahuasca ceremony with one of their healers.

While much of my journey was very personal, one of the highlights was entity contact with a being made of entirely of light. Among many things, I was told that the whole point of existence was to spread love and happiness. As this was being explained I would be immersed with these waves of pure love which was followed by what felt like a full body orgasm. At that point I felt extremely guilty since my profession at the time had a lot to do with death and destruction. As my visions being to fade I started to embark on the most incredible brainstorming session of my life. I mapped out what I needed to do and how to complete turn my life around in the right direction.

8 months later, I quit my job and am now pursuing a degree in Horticulture. My plan is to save enough money in the next 2-5 years to open up a healing center and organic farm in South America. Many uncannily anachronistic events have happened in my life and this dream looks like it will actual come to fruition.

I look forward to becoming contributing member of these forums.

Thanks for reading,

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I've also been lurking for a while as while and just joined. Welcome and thank you for sharing your experiences.

I'm very happy that you found your calling in life and are pursuing your experience on your terms. Most of the folks I know who are unhappy or joyless seem to be pursuing an experience as dictated by others. I hope your journey is fulfilling.

I find the common "beings of light" aspect of the experience very interesting. They seem far removed from the more humanoid-like entities also reported and seemingly don't have the same playful, welcoming personality. Or any personality, for that matter.

Ah yes. I can relate to the full-body orgasms from beings of light. There's not quite anything else like it, eh? Best of luck with the horticultural future of yours.