Watch Kratom closely. It's sneaky. One day you'll be getting small amounts, next thing you know, you'll be ordering kilos from Indonesia. Your dose may remain consistent, without tolerance for quite awhile, but just because tolerance doesn't rise quickly, doesn't mean she doesn't get her hooks in you. I've read accounts of people who do get into taking high doses. Multiple ounces a day. They always sound sort of surprised that they got there. Everyone is different though. I've been taking 2tsp in the a.m. and 2tsp in the p.m. for months now and it's a stable dose. It helps slightly with my chronic headache, while nothing else will, except true opiates, and I'm done with that. It's a road that leads nowhere. Kratom, when abused seems to follow the same map. It does seem to have some "entheogenic" properties though. Just stay away from extracts. We monkeys sometimes get into a lot of trouble when we concentrate substances. You should try and leave 3 days in between uses.
I don't seem to be one of the people who has a hard time lowering the dose and tapering. Some people do though and get stuck on kratom. I may be stuck and not know it, but I know how I am, and I think I'm okay. Currently working on decreasing prescribed meds for headache. Completely off of Amitriptyline, working my way off of 5mg of diazepam daily. Down to 2.5. Kratom is next. We'll see how it goes. I'm preparing for my first led trip in over 20 years to see if it works on my headache.
Lecture done, and enough about my personal stuff. Sorry.
Kratom and meditation: I can see the right strain working well to keep you in place at the very least, but in my experience, kratom doesn't lead to any great insight or facilitate it. I have spent many hours in a dark room, with kratom in my system. I've tried meditating, but kratom seems to disorder my thoughts a bit. I find it quite stimulating. I feel too hyper to meditate. Even 6-8 hours after a dose. I've never been good at meditating, so maybe your results will be better than mine. Most strains I've tried stimulate me and relax me at the same time, but the stimulation wins out every time I try to meditate while on kratom.
What strain are you using?
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