Hello Nexus,

I haven't logged in for quite a while, I think my last post was back in 2012.

A lot has changed in my life in the past couple years, but life has been good. I took a long break from dmt use, I felt like I needed it, So I didn't use any at all for almost a whole year. There wasn't any particular reason that I decided to take a break from it..it just felt like it was the right thing to do, so I did. It's not that I lost respect for it or was scared away from it or anything like that, I still think about dmt every single day no matter what, but I just needed a while to clear my head and let things sort of "reset"

About a month ago I started feeling like it had been far to long since I embarked on a deep journey into hyperspace, and I talked with a couple of my close friends about it and just talking about it made me want to go back even more. I have had some extremely heavy experiences in the past, most were beautiful, and some were frightening to say the least.

I was cleaning my room yesterday and I opened up a cabinet to find a jar that I had done my last freeze precip with. I hadn't touched it in almost a year. I picked up the jar and took the cover off, I smelled the inside of it and it sent sort of a chill down my spine. I found a razor blade and bent it to almost the exact radius of the inside of the jar. As I began to scrape out the jar I realized I had more in there than I thought and started to get excited. After a little while I had scraped up about 3-4 good sized doses and I promptly loaded up my vapor genie with about 40mg of spice on top of some dried mj trim and went to lay in my bed with my iPod.

Strangely enough when I got to my bed I was completely relaxed and comfortable. Usually I'm quite nervous before launch but I had faith that it was going to be great. And it was. I couldn't have asked for a better trip, I came out of it smiling and feeling like a million bucks. It was so good that I brought the remaining 150ish mg's to a friends house last night as kind of a surprise and shared it with two of my very close friends. All 3 of us had a great time.

Now im feeling great, and I feel like I want to get back to some kind of "semi regular" dmt use. It's been a while since I've extracted, but I still know exactly what to do. I don't have any bark left so I'll have to order some more very soon. (Probably sometime this week)

Anyway, I just wanted to poke my head back in and say hello to everybody, Im excited to be back on the site and to read all of your interesting experience reports, extraction teks, meet new people etc.

Peace and love
JS