What's been your most Amazing mushroom insight or experience?

For me is was being taking back literally into the womb, i was curled in fetal position in my dark
ceremony room.
And literally feeling I was being born again as an Eagle!
I literally felt powerful wings coming from my back. Open eyed the whole time.
Unbelievable feeling of empowerment, strength, joy, aliveness!!!


Thanks for your share and your vote

that I was totally and fully in love with the being next to me, endlessly merging into a unified sea of being.

Composing music. There was no barrier between myself and the music and I found myself in a state of pure creativity, manifesting itself. The computer didn't exist, it was just me and the music, everywhere, forever.

Jamie and SecondSelf, beautiful !

I was standing in a field, looking at the trees and, out of the blue, I was moved to say The Lords Prayer, something I hadn't even thought about since my childhood, back when I went to church, back before fifteen years of crippling depression and anxiety set in.

After 'amen' I felt myself caught up in the most powerful, loving experience of my life and I felt the entire universe cup my soul and tell me:

"Everything is going to be alright."

I still carry that with me and know that, somehow, after everything is said and done and I've breathed my last, everything is going to be alright.

Blessings
~ND

Open. Partake. Be filled with molecular wisdom. Send. Receive. Be resonated.

Open. Open. Open.

Trust your genetic heritage, trust your impulses and instincts. When in doubt or seemingly overwhelmed, remember that help is available. Far greater wisdom is accessible in the mycelial living matrix. Find an access point and connect. Partake. Eat from the fruit of life and be shown the wisdom. The right molecules speak and integrate, finding harmonious alchemical solutions to life's problems. All lines connect, all patterns continue seamlessly from each other in the Great Fractal. The Universe is made good, perfect just the way it is, moment by moment, in all it's points, including you.

Trust. Relax. Enjoy. Open.

Partake. Connect. Send and be received.

Resonate with like-minded beings. Unite with your polar opposite in joyous rhythmical contact. Vibe together in unison. Sing dance and rejoice, for there is always a place for you in the Great Symphony.

Taste with all your taste buds. Touch with all your skin. Lick with all your tongue. Dilate your pupils. Take in the air, take in the sounds and visions. All of this is for you, because you are worth it.

Relax. Enjoy. Dance. Open.

I received an amazing message this past summer during a rather involved and deep mushroom trip.
I was having a really incredible trip and I was really struck by what I experienced.
I began asking what I'm supposed to do next or what I should do with this experience.


The message arouse from deep within and said " Lead.... be an example to others"

" Lead ... be an example to others "

it repeated a few times, the source of this message felt distinctly like its origins were not from within myself at all . it felt like the mushroom was speaking directly to me.

I was so deeply moved and shocked by the beautiful simplicity and clarity of the message that I cried like a baby for the longest time afterwards.
It was a moment I will never forget.

Thank you Nathaniel, i'm completely moved by your experience.
What a Blessing! Thank you for sharing.

Arkestrate, wow brother, thank you for this poetic words!
Can feel my cells loving it.

Thank you Felnik, completely moved by your experience.
Deep heartfull wisdom!

I had drunk a tea with hawaiian shrooms and mushrocks. I was in my studentroom, together with a good friend. I sat on the bed. At one point, I closed my eyes. Then...


.. I woke up, on top of a huge animal. The size of an appartment building, the shape of a bullet. Covered with feathers like a peacock. Feathers with eyes. I was on top of the animal, it took me upwards, like a rocket. From darkness we went with full force, up to the light. At one point we encountered a layer; it took us effort to break through it. Both the animal and me understood that we had to go through it. We managed, and after that floated several moments in what seemed as 'the good', or 'the beautiful light': a space of pink, orange, brownish colors. Shortly after that, I opened my eyes, and it took me some time to realize, I was on my bed, in my studentroom again.

What struck me most, years later, in a book about shamanism, I read about archetypel shamanic travels, and my experience corresponded heavily with one of the archetypes discribed.

Beautiful experience which is still clear in my memory, and felt very real.

Zehnil, wooooooh brother, what an amazing journey!

Take about finding your power animal!!

Nice reads on this thread.

One of my most intense moments was on mushrooms, standing on a hill right after dusk and seeing all the stars above. I was there with just my best friend. We were just amazed and filled with awe, connected to the whole universe as we looked up at the most beautiful night sky. Knowing in that moment that everything is perfect as it is and to have the privilege to be a part of this existence was fantastic.

I'll never forget that night!

Standing in front of a mirror and shapeshifting into all kind of shamans, native americans and other indigeous people, complete with colorful ceremonial cloth, feathers, and decoration.

The tall mirror was like a door into another world (or time?)
These people in the mirror would look me straight in the eyes and i felt a strong connection.
It was incredible, not like the usual distorted visuals, the image in the mirror was absolutly crisp clear and the vision was ONLY in the mirror, everything else was completly normal.

After that i left the house and climbed a small hill right outside the city and watched the most beautiful sunset i've ever seen in my life.

This was my first real shroomtrip, i took 2gr of Copelandia cyanescens.

Daaaaaam Ryusaki, that sounds amazing. Talk about stargate!
Brilliant man.

Brother has something even close to that happen on any other medicine, psychedelic?

Never tried the copelandia. Have you journeyed with cubensis mushrooms?

I have only worked with Cubensis: south african, ecuadorian, B+, Amazonian, Mazatapec and very soon to try Ban Hua Thai.


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Beautiful share Elpo, thanks mate.

The Copelandia/Pan cyan is well worth looking into if you are into your mushrooms. If you have any experience growing cubensis they are not much harder to grow. As well as being much more potent, I think they deliver a cleaner, more crystalline experience than cubensis, and they maintain potency better long term when dried (at least my Hawaiian strain does, has a very high psilocybin/psilocin ratio).

One of my most amazing mushrooms experiences happened following my ingesting a little Syrian rue and 10g fresh Hawaiian Pan cyans. I was in a good friends room while tripping and at some point from among the chaos of fractals and visual patterns before his bedroom wall emerged this octopus. It was three dimensional, moving around and had shimmering bioluminescent blue patterning. It was looking at me, seemingly studying me! Unable to communicate in human language I guess it spurted out a load of fractals and patterns at me like an octopus would its ink. I think we shared space together for half a minute or so before dissolving back from whence it came. This is the only meeting or interaction with an entity I've ever had, thus far, and was an amazing experience I've never forgotten.

Another time before this I had a little Syrian rue and around 60g fresh of 'Quezon' cubensis (bought legally at the time, sold as 'Philippine monster shrooms', this time with another good and long term friend. After eating the Syrian rue, I ate the mushrooms, and was just starting to feel them kicking in as I was finishing off the last of my dose. I knew from that I was gonna go somewhere deep. Not long after this, I was deeper than I had ever been into mushroom space and it was still very early days.

The peak was incredible. Amazing visions, I find hard to describe, but very liquid, and earthy colours, lots of reds and browns. I was hearing music in a way I've never encountered before with mushrooms, it was beautiful and very moving. The body high was akin to an all over, sustained, full body orgasm. At some point I turned to my friend and asked him repeatedly, "Is this it!? Is this it!?". He didn't know what I was talking about, but I was under the very strong impression I had somehow ended up in nirvana, and I felt the need to ask him if this was indeed the case. Sometime after the emotional switch in my brain was overcome and I lost control of my emotions, I would alternate seconds between bouts of laughing and crying. Ha I think of all the times we have ever partaken of experiences together over a good number of years, this was the only time I freaked him out and where he feared for my mind. But came back down to Earth light as a feather and felt pretty humbled and awed at what I had experienced.

I had my into the Light / Godhead / Unity experience on about 8 Grams of Cubes and some Pan Cyanescens when i was 18 years old i call it my initiation.
I came down during a wonderfull summer dusk and was reborn in pure cosmic love.

(i remembered the way into the light trough hyperspace more than 1 decade later on my first DMT breakthrough)

Bancopuma, what an insanely amazing experience.
i have lots of exp growing cubensis, but haven't ventured into copelandia. now it's a must.

bro, you gotta read this experience of another psychonaut meeting the octopus.
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=2013

"Floating in the corner of my room was an enormous, shimmering, translucent, opalescent, octopoid/jellyfish-like creature from which the tentacles protruded! My initial reaction was one of disbelief mixed with a substantial degree of fear. However, the thing immediately began to caress me with its tendrils as if to reassure me, and my apprehension completely melted away. Amazingly, I actually perceived a gentle, soothing pressure against my skin as it caressed me like a child! As it touched me I felt its consciousness partially merge with mine, and I was then flooded with a sense of love unlike anything I have ever experienced before or even imagined to be possible. Comparing any experience of transcendence that I had previously had to this is like trying to compare a candle to the sun. I had the sense that this was a guardian angel or something similar who was always with me, watching over me, and it was absolutely overjoyed that I could finally perceive and communicate with it directly. I was so moved by this that I wept openly with joy for a large portion of the time. I lay there soaking up its affection for nearly half an hour before it eventually vanished. The trip began to gradually, gently decline shortly afterwards."

The Octopus definitely seems to be an archetype form or entity from another dimensional level.

curious, how much rue do you take? 1 g?

from your avatar name i'm guessing your into the mother Aya.
have you had something similar happen with aya?

8 GRAMS of dried cubes! bro, you are a fucking brave soul

haven't done the DMT medicine yet.
i had a feeling of all my cells shattering at 1000 miles/hr with 5meoDMT.
that's keep me away from smoked DMT

lol
its just that i was young and curious and wanted to "travel", after that i was way more careful with dosing, it took me years to ball up for my first DMT breakthrough...

btw , i noticed you also made yourself a Avatar Pic here at the Nexus today (about 30 min after me, funny)