great report Elpo! I really enjoyed reading it and I think you represented the progressive journey well. Glad you could get some closure with your bf's passing.
I will be drinking Aya in a ceremony for the first time soon and this made me excited for that.
In the province of the mind what one believes to be true, either is true or becomes true within certain limits. These limits are to be found experimentally and experientially. When so found these limits turn out to be further beliefs to be transcended. In the province of the mind there are no limits. However, in the province of the body there are definite limits not to be transcended.-J.C. Lilly
The Spice must flow
Zat was Zen and dis is Dao.