I came across the nexus seeking knowledge upon the bigger picture for I do not fully understand. The journey for this deeper understanding was sparked by the first experience I had with mushrooms. The initial onset was foreign but familiar, the lack of words to accurately describe the feeling makes it even more mystifying. What changed everything for me was when I saw a sphere infront of me and it began opening up and numbers/symbols filled my vision. The whole experience made me rethink things in life and I began trying to understand what was it that I was. It was only this year when I came across the nexus after an interesting combination of psilocybin and mdma. A friend prior to that mentioned dmt and told me that I was not yet ready for that step. The fantastic imagery that was described, the feeling of being pulled through the universe. That was the route to finding the answer to what I sought, at least that I what I felt. What you think is best for you can sometimes be the worse. I learned that when I had to leave university for financial reasons and visited for a fateful weekend. My roommate and I overindulged in the green lady that day, the whole time I was there I felt the people I grew close to were apprehensive. That feeling was overwhelming when visiting my former fraternity and running into brothers. This is a complete digression, apologies. The next day the opportunity to finally try the elusive compound that I was seeking for over a year arose. The mistake being that it was from one who tries to profit from these substances Being the first to bioassay, I felt nothing. No immediate pull into hyperspace. Minutes pass and there was a definite increase in head space, some dissociation and tilting my head back, closing my eyes there were very mild visuals. After all that I went to my old dorm room and passed out only to awake on time to catch my bus back home. Upon my return I researched how to properly enter hyperspace, lurking this wonderful resource and finding as much that I could learn. After taking a month familiarizing myself with harmalas the work began. Phalaris caught my attention for there was an abundance right under my nose and didn't even know it. Upon studying a few guides, I a had question that didn't seem to be answered to my satisfaction. It being: If one is going for a red goo and evaps under fan(my case in oven) and left in too long it turns into a crusty, burnt on cake batter look. I may be have used improper practice for when using dreamers hippie salad oil, I was left with the limonene and an acidic vinegar solution with precipitate within. If someone with a bit more knowledge can point me in the right direction that would be very appreciated for the original tek is no longer available

~wolfthorne