Hey everyone i was wanting to post on your site for a little while now, but have been content reading various trip reports and other articles that have been posted by your members.
Firstly big love to all of you that have been dedicated in researching the beneficial aspects of hallucinogens and documenting your experiences i believe they are a crucial part to our understanding of ourselves and the universe we are part of.
I have only experienced dmt on limited occaisions, the first was late september after a festival called mischief. i found a gram of changa on the floor whilst looking for my friends lost hat on the first night we where there and decided that i wanted to save it untill i was somewhere that i knew and not at a hectic festival so i stashed it in my bag knowing that i would have an eye opening evening with my mrs and housemates when i got home on the monday evening.
Monday evening we get back from the festival and take our dogs to the local park and start loading up our mushroom shaped pipe bought from amsterdam (which now seems rather fitting as it had only had weed smoked through it up untill this point) . Now at this point i quickly need to say i am an experienced drug user and when i was younger took the piss out of my body and mind and did many substances that i now would avoid at all costs one of these is crack cocaine and the process of using ash to protect the dmt from direct burning reminded me a lot of smoking crack which was kind of weird.
i then smoked the first bowl as i was the most experienced trip taker of the group and if i am being honest the most keen to try it. it was a wondrous time, the park and city scape before me became amazingly colourful and there seemed to be some sort of text similar to hieroglyphics forming in the colours and patterns that where swirling. i enjoyed smoking outdoors due to the experience of being able to explore nature and linking your self to the planet results in a more pleasant experience when you are tripping. we did a few blasts in the park and we all had similar experiences of colour and patterns and i even walked off and talked with the stars for a few mins during one of the trips. me and my lady then saved a few hits to share in bed together when we got home and pictures came alive, my body seemed to be slightly displaced and covered in swirling patterns whenever i looked at it. i felt at one with everything around me and fell asleep.
The next weekend i play a gig at a local free party in a field and then go home and have 4.5 doses of 4-AcO-DMT and a singular dose of 2ci over a 5-6 hour period had an amazing trippy giggly day and then had a combo dose of 25i and 25c which was one pf the most beautifull experiences i have ever had. my body and mind were one and i meditated for a long period of time listening to music. my best friend left his hash and weed in my room . . . . . . . big mistake ! i start by having a couple of big weed pipes and trip out a bit more then moved onto the hash. i dont know how but i think the heat of the hash must have burnt some of the dmt residue on the pipe because i felt like i had smoked 2-3 hits of the changa there was writing colours and patterns everywhere. i was really aware of everyone in my house and a link between myself and them become stronger. i lean back and instantly drift back into meditating i focused on my girlfriends breathing as she slept next to me then felt myself slowly leave my body and the room. my head seemed to have 4 points connected to something else (top, bottom, left and right) and felt i was being guided down this huge corridor. i then found myself being pulled in more than 3 dimensions making movements that my brain would normally find impossible and i was suddenly inside someone that was doing some form of thai chi or martial arts routine i could feel the force of my arms and body generating power that moved in the same way i felt before (multidimensional) before i know it i am in the corridor again witnessing weird landscapes and scenes that didnt make much sense but were existing at this point in time. I then suddenly thought why am i women ?? and watched this ladies face change with age and felt her emotions past present and future all at once like a barrage of images smells and tastes. one of the most amazing experiences i will ever have ! after, i wept with sheer joy and happiness and felt i was connected to every single human on the planet. i smoked another hash pipe and passed.
Those 2 nights of dmt, made me research dmt further than watching a documentary on netflix and decided with that we would get some dmt for halloween. we got some 2 days ago and last night i had 3 hits each marginally larger than the last.
Number 1 was similar to the changa but had no writing within the colours or patterns but more vibrations and displacement of objects and of my body.
Number 2 was epic i rushed through this tunnel of vibrant lights and colours to complicated to describe then fell back into the room with all of the colourful patterns still zooming from objects in my room my body was almost impossible t see properly as it vibrated and i felt something touch me so i look up and there is a being on my ceiling made of strange tendrils would extend and retract from the ceiling. it was made from a transparent substance similar to bubbles, having rainbow qualities to it. it then extended a tendril down to me and i held out my hand and it places a tendril on my palm then wraped round my arm it then moves away and another tendril comes and does the same thing. my house mate is trying to talk to me and started shouting and the entitie moved across the ceiling away from my house mate. after telling her to be quiet it comes back and i feel it touch my ear and head just before it shrinks back into the ceiling and back into basic patterns. one of my immediate thoughts when i saw this being was . . . . . . . are you there all the time and i just cant see you ? anyways from what i have read from you experienced dmt heads this is one of the good entities you can encounter. for some reason when i explained my experience straight after i called the being a her and felt as if i was correct in my assumption has anyone else experienced this ?
number 3 was the most intense, i felt like i was meeting the previous entities big scary brother yet i wasnt entirely scared i knew from reading other peoples trip reports tat this was one of the "evil" entities people spoke of it waas the most awesome wonderous delight of excitement and fear but instead trying to push away this being i embrace the experience and let it show me more and more. i felt like i was folding in on myself and a blaze of eyes and paterns with sudden realisations of myself and the room would flash in briefly. i found a part of me or the entity . . . not sure which that i felt had to leave at that point i vomited but was still enjoying the sites before me.
i have rambled on somewhat but needed to share my experience and would like to hear all of your opinions. i hope to be able to post on here with my future explorations. just to let you know my grammar and punctuation is appaling i have a.d.d and dyslexia so some interpretation maybe necessary this is likely the longest document i have written without stopping since i was at school ! i hope you enjoy it
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