Hi, I'm Sky. This is my first post on this site.

I've looked around the forums, and I'm loving this community!

Now, so you guys can get to know me a bit, I'll tell a bit about me. I'm a skinny American who is obsessed with making things. I've done programming, web design, chemistry, and inventing new things as hobbies. I never could stand fiction books, so I've had nothing to do but study stuff my whole life.

These past three years have been insane. The first year, I biked through half the states in America, looking for the answer to who I really was in life. I did this with two pares of clothes, plastic bags to stick in my clothes to keep warm when needed, and a small amount of food/water. My second year, I moved into an apartment with a room mate. It got crazy. He threw parties constantly, even one that legitimately, lasted for 5 days nonstop. The cops showed up at our place every other day, and we even got raided by the police, for a crime committed by our neighbor. The third year, I got married. My first kid will be here soon. We moved away, than her father almost died. We took care of him for months, but now we are free to go about our lives.

Now, I have an office of my own, in a beautiful location in America. I analyze companies for other companies to invest in, and I do my own little pet projects.

I hope to find friends here now. Besides, my social life got killed when I got married

Hello Sky,

Welcome to the Nexus...

Thanks for your intro, seems like an interesting yet eventful life you're living

As we Nexians share a common interest in entheogens I'm sure some would be curious to know about your experiences, if any, with psychedelic substances...

If it's not a shared interest in psychedelics that brings you here, what does?

PLUR

I, in fact, am very interested in entheogens. This all started when I was a kid. Due to a chemical imbalance, along with being the school punching bag at the time, I fell into a deep depression. Thats where it started. One night, I was laying on the floor in massive physical pain from my emotions. It got so bad that when I woke up, I became emotionless for over a year. In that time, I figured out how to go inside my mind, and go out of my body. I did this every day where ever I went. Now, its nearly fused with my mind.

It confused my teachers. They accused me of cheating, as I would tell them the answers to complicated problems right when the problem was showed to me. You see, I see the world in an interesting way. All the information you want, is out there, floating in the universe. I simply called out to it for everything in my life, and the universe replied. Thoughts and answers just popped into my head as if they were my own. To connect to the network of life.

What started my 3 year journey a few years ago, was an emotional blow. Someone very close to me, hurt me. It hurt so bad, that my connection to the universal network snapped! As peoples expectations of me were so high, I needed to get the connection back. People trusted all my advice, constantly coming to me for it. But now, its gone.

I need to get it back. I need the connection. That is what started my journey on bike.

So here I am now, years later. I am in college for Chemical Engineering and BioChemistry. It wasn't long ago, that I found DMT. Now, I want to try this one. I used to come out of my body into the field of information and spirituality, and I'm hoping to reach it again using this substance. To peel the layers of humanity for a short time, and access it.