I've been struggling with tobacco and cannabis addiction for around 10 years. Also food, tv and alcohol among other comforts and crutches like sexual play and fantasy. I haven't played in 'hallucinatory', imaginary or deeper realms except perhaps in my daydreams of lucid dreaming. However, on shrooms I felt epicly spiritual but that switched into major uncertainty after a joint of bubble gum. K was cool and a sample of salvia was neat. Mandy was interesting. Crack, cocaine and speed were kinda fun.
I'd like to thank God for letting me dable and depend, for letting me enjoy the spliff and the chillum and for His prominence in my life. However, I would like to really know myself, nature and God. I have little faith and therefore hope her grace Ayahuasca will guide me through the spirit realms and perhaps tell me more about iboga, shrooms, even lsd but ultimately teach me about infinity, consciousness and everything in between.
Light in the spirit molecule is attracting me and I call out for her divine power to open the gates to the eternal pastimes of the interplay between spirit and energy. Although I've seen temptation to just live on dmt in order to ponder the reality, relevance and meaning of it's experiences, I have hope that the forces of bliss, eternity and truth will manifest promptly and peacefully.
This seems to be a great place. I thank you all for partaking in and contributing such great content in this evolution and revolution consciousness.
Nothing is beyond reach