Hey guys just like to introduce myself and talk about my 1st DMT trip and some weird after math.

Introduction:im a 22 year old male currently living the south east USA. I grew up a christian baptist here in the south USA and moved to Canada when i was 8 years old and returned to the states when i was 20. To say the least Canada has changed me very much and im no longer a christian, I dont really believe in any religion but i do believe in god also i find mysticism,shamanism and hinduism to be very interesting.

I have quite a bit drug use ranging from "mushrooms ,salvia ,mdma ,cocaine ,lsd ,mda ,Pfpp ,methylone,moxy,foxy,ketamine,ghb ,kratom and kava.

I also enjoy dreaming,in a few iv met a "G man" in witch ended up in my very 1st lucid dream.I also use binaural beats almost daily and have had some very strong chakra meditations while on them, but enough about me heres my very 1st dmt trip and few more to follow.

1st trip
I should state that i have not done a psychedelic for almost two years beside mdma but i wasnt at a show so i cant really say it was a psychedelic exp.

so I obtained 200 mg of nn dmt freebase yesterday loaded up my pipe with a pinky nail's amount of freebase i used the sandwich method but put a metal screen on top just to make sure i didn't burn the free base and stop the flame from touching the freebase.

So i proceeded to throw on shpongles live at the round house 08 video on youtube and proceeded to watch the 1st 27 min while the pipe laid beside me on a table, while tons of fear was running through me, witch always happens with any psych even with mushrooms to witch i have taken 50+ times i think its just a healthy respect for these type of drugs/entheogens.

The song "I am you" came on so i decide its now or never. held the pipe to my lips and began inhailing.

The 1st feeling i got the was the sickening feeling of salvia and that weird body feeling, I thought oh crap not this again, but after about 10 seconds it gave away to the hole different feeling one much nicer and a little more familiar kinda like mushrooms but still completely different. I was loving it, shpongle took on a hole different aspect as if there music was being broadcasted from the dmt realm? i really dont know how to explain it but really cool.
I decided to close my eyes and started to see geo paterns everywhere and it was also getting blacker and blacker with more and more beautiful colors and patterns until i started to come down and got a huge wave of euphoria and perma grin, also i had this crazy cosmic sailing feeling was really cool, i was also no longer afraid of dmt and couldn't wait to blast off and again and hopfully break through so i waited a hour and loaded up the pipe again turned shpongle back and proceeded to blast off again.

2ed trip The cosmic mother?
so i loaded even more this time into the pipe and began meditating on what i wanted to get out of this trip, the song "no turn unstoned" popped in to my mind and i had decided i wanted to visit the akashic records, I didnt get what i asked for but something just as good happend.
So i hit the pipe and held it in for as long as i could, the feeling of the cosmic sailing came again and i went somewhere. The best way that i can describe it is that i came to this place with a wave of geo patterns and this female entity i describe as the cosmic mother of creation started telepathically talking to me,I didnt actually see her, and took me back in time to the point when i was a god and had decided to become me and try the human experience. It was really hard to take in everything she was telling me because every human feeling was flowing through my mind and my thoughts were flowing at the speed of light, everything from sadness to a great understanding, shpongle was once again being intertwined with the dmt realm, hard to explain. I stated to float back down to earth and couldnt believe what just happend my lungs where hurting so i decided to lay off the dmt for the rest of the night and to soak in what had just happend.

So that pretty much my 1st 2 trips with dmt.I know this is a long read but let me know what you think and has anyone else had this experience with the cosmic mother?

peace and love

Welcome! I've felt like I've been to the cosmic mother as well, and I can relate to feeling all of the emotions at the same time or in rapid fire alternation. Keep us posted on your future journeys.

Thanks for the welcome.do you have any idea about the dmt cleaning my pipe i spent like 30 minutes today getting all the resin out of it and cant understand how the hell that would happen.

So i blasted off again tonight and i got to say it was the most profound thing i have ever done lol. theres not much to say about the trip tho i wasnt really able to take anything back with me and i dont remember much and what i do remember i cant explain but ill try, I experienced my self being one of those geometric dancers that are ever changing to the crazy forms lol. all i can say is wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that was a trip, time pretty much stopped but when i opened my eyes i was still on the earth plane but when they were closed!!! it was just crazy pure euphoria and bliss and every other positive human feelings. I just cant even fathom that a drug can do that to a person. no entity to report except me being one of those crazy geometric dancers lol.

It's hard for me to say what could have happened with your resin. I don't smoke DMT out of bowls, but sometimes my bowls get so caked with resin, that (especially when warm) is very easy to just peel it all off the bowl head with nothing more than a finger nail. Perhaps it was pretty loose and the heat that you used to melt the DMT was the last straw. It does sound odd indeed.