Xoloth wrote:Hello my brother, welcome aboard.
why dont you tell us a little about your experience with the plants or the spirits?
Come on dont be shy
Actually I have so much more to read here than to talk about (at least my poor english doesn't help to), but, since you ask for 'little', let's go:
I started with DMT one year ago, I was searching for ways to know myself and the personal problems I was facing with my autist 4yo son.
I started in a religious environment, and the brew was ayahuasca; that one, made at Amazon jungle.
As the religion was far from my place (a few hours driving) and as I use to get sick of religions (sometimes I'm kind of ermit, I get tired of common people and their commom thirsty of money, appearance etc.), I decided to make my own brew.
I started with double tea made of Rue and MHRB.
I dont like to puke (tanic acid), so I have made some extractions... and the pukes gone away
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My trips ( I call spaceship rides) are always in home, alone, in my days off. I have experienced contact not with aliens nor saints or some spirit in special but with some idea/beings.
I use to figure out about God (Light), about meanings: of life, of spiritual evolution, of how to make our lifes and world better. I use to try DMT when I need answers, you know.
Except two times I had contact with entities:
One entity was in fact a group of children. Not spirits of dead children as we have in Earth, but children in a kind of purity, benevolent manner, something that reminds me
love from our mom. Where those kids passes, all feelings of fear, any kind of darkness instantly drive back.
They told me sometimes that they like me, another time they told me they "cleaned" me (this time I had a terrible bad trip in the middle of the night, and, in the end, those little ones came and saved me from the madness I was into).
They (children) make company to my son so he can be the lovely kid that he is: always smiling, not self-agressive nor, I mean, in despite his autistic condition. I always ask them to help us, and they always seem to do something...
The other entity was a man that also treats me by my name. He's always in a hurry, leading some guys that transport meat. Like beefs of meat from bovines, cattle and cows.
He told me I don't need his products and, if some day I think I need, I just need to call him since he's the Top...
He looks like those guys from Sicilian Mafia we use to see in american movies... weird.
This situation in my set means I need to watch my promiscuity with my girl friends
Sometimes I see lights far above clouds... that means "God" for me... and I have a lot of ideas and phrases that comes from inside... ideas about existance, about to help people around to know themselves..
In resume, I do DMT to get away from depression, to know myself and not to forget who I am, the conserve confidence in my son's treatment (chelation, weird diets and stuff), to prepare myself in case of some good spirit decide to give me a mission in DMT field...
that's why I am here. To do something for better.
Sorry if I wrote too long or without meaning. I'm better for reading, not for writing huhhuh