I've known, and read some, nexus before, but now felt the urge to participate.
Dale Pendell's Pharmako/poetics (Poeia/Dynamis/Gnosis) inspirited. That fine line between medicinal & toxic. Poisons & drunkards. Red plants, black plants, blue plants, green plants, and white plants. The Triumph of the Fungi and the - per os.
Chymistry interests to some extent as well as the Kingdoms Flora and Fauna, even though I consider myself more of an artist than e.g., a chemist. A hobbyist, perhaps, I could be, at least studying chemistry in an university was definitely not the right thing to do. Perhaps in the days far away I'll be a modern-day alchemist, or not.

I have created a tendency to daydream, to sketch, and to scribble and thus getting only few things, visions, done. This is something I want to work on; sometimes it seems I'm just waiting for the Miracle and not doing anything. I see the distraction, inattention, and whatnot unwantedness in myself.

Acknowledging this seems to be Precious Knowledge. An ascensionlocale; beating King of the Koopa, "But Your Princess is in Another Castle", and thus getting to the Second level or taking a step, or few, up and forward in the stairway what is The Holy Mountain, that La Montaña Sagrada who likes to amuse and amaze you and most of all to reveal. And even though the Paintings Painted are seductive, magnifique, if one starts to question the altitude, more will be revealed. All in due Time, but do not Stop; got to keep the Engines running got to keep the Engines running. Acknowledging is the First Part, using that Knowledge for Good the Second. Invocation summoning.

Meditation and physical exercise should be more adopted, and done, for a while at least, daily. Baby steps, just do remember to will, desire, belief.
Artist, poet, artisan,... intentions, got to have intentions. Armchair occultism; Spare's art, Crowley, Tantras & Sūtras, tales, and occulture. Magia do Caos, found out it works. Coil, Current 93, Death in [url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvFD7urcHZE]June. Raves, dance turns into a trance. Psytrance Goa trance Dark psytrance Suomisaundi,...
Guess I am trying to be Willing, an artist, a vagabond. Trying to fear less, hushabye timorous child, imitation and thus more courageous,- Parzival.


So this shall be the Mask I wear from now on. Or could it be This One, or that One?
Or is it that I am only searching for the most beautiful.


-- Did some reformatting as it seemed necessary. Had to write it twice, first one got lost in the cyberspace. Sic transit gloria mundi. Spend much more time than thought.
Thinking about using this platform at least as a virtual diary, verbal scrap book, a piece of Art. Thou didst not start this in vain. Infrequently frequent.

Oh, and could someone tell me why I don't see pictures in posts posted by others?