Hi, all. Here's a salvia trip report from a few days ago.
Preparation: The week before I did mindfulness meditation every night for about ~15 minutes. Nothing too intense. I also abstained from sexual activity -- I don't think it's "bad" or "evil" in general, but avoiding it gives me a little more energy, it seems. Also, in the afternoon before the trip, I went for long walk and practiced being calm and mindful.
Trip 1 I sat down and smoked just little bit of salvia 40x in a garage. (This was the lowest concentration available to me. Also I didn't have a scale.) When I laid down afterward I felt thrust back just a bit and saw a sort of fractal curtain unfurl. Or maybe a zipper came down? Hard to say. Anyway, I immediately "sensed" two presences. One I sort of saw as a white pillar to my side. This one seemed male and maybe like my friend. The other didn't seem to have a location, but I "felt" it was female. The female one seemed to be saying something, but I couldn't quite understand what it was. I said, "I'm sorry, could you repeat that, please?" out loud twice. It seemed like I couldn't "translate" what she was saying. Was she saying to not smoke anymore? I'm not sure. Then I felt a warmth on my face and three pricks, two on my temples, one on my upper thigh. The pricks were slightly uncomfortable, but not painful. Then this trip ended.
Trip 2 I wanted more and I'm stupid, so I got up and packed some more salvia and immediately sat down and smoked it. Suddenly, my capacity to recall who I was and where I was disintegrated. I felt like something was looming over me and angry about something, or maybe hostile? I opened my eyes and looked around the garage, but it didn't "make sense." As in, I was looking at boxes and bikes, but I couldn't recognize them. Anyway, I sort of sat up and backed up against a wall. The rest is pretty fuzzy. I vaguely remember standing up, and saying out loud, "No, get off, no, fuck off." Then I ran out of the garage and upstairs and took my shirt off. Then the trip was over. I walked downstairs and asked myself, "Why the fuck did I do that?"
Post-trip The next couple days I felt a slight change in perspective. I noticed things I usually don't see. But I also felt a bit off and I had some small mood swings, sometimes feeling relaxed and like I really enjoyed things, other times feeling sort of moody or cranky. I felt a strong urge to smoke again, which I resisted. Instead I resolved to smoke a very small amount in a few weeks.
Also, the slight tingling in my thigh has persisted on and off for some 48 hours after the trip.
Thoughts I'd gone on 4 salvia trips before, all benign. I've been surprised that the trips all seem similar: it feels like I plop down in a locale inhabited by distinct entities with genders that sort of talk to one another. I sort of sense their emotional states, but can't understand exactly what they're saying. I'm a bit worried that as I write this I still feel the slight prick on my upper thigh...
DisclaimerI don't have a perspective on whether entities encountered on drug trips are independent of myself, but recently I've sort of wanted it to be but also feared that it is true, which probably colors my experiences.
I hope you enjoyed this. I like reading your guys'/gals' trip reports.