Hello bast0808,
Welcome to the Nexus. That was a fine Introduction Essay - short but I felt I got a good beginning sense of you. And, of course, it's always nice to have another lurker sign up for membership,
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You sound like you have a lot in common with many Nexians. Searching for spiritual grounding and growth, seeking answers and finding more questions, hardcore gardeners and believers in growing and extracting our own entheogens whenever possible.
Please take a good look around now that you are a formal member. There's a lot to see here that I suspect will be more than worth your time.
Again, welcome to formal Nexus membership.
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