Hello waxdabber,
Welcome to the Nexus. You sound like a young person living a fun and active lifestyle. I hope that continues but also in a way that you can also embrace education.
So, what did you make of psychedelics and the psychedelic experience?
It kind of sounds like you are not extracting your own DMT. I would encourage you to look into this. The wiki is a great place to start for a plethora of plant based extraction teks.
There's a lot going on here. This place is rich with information that was accurately compiled over a period of years by people who really care. I hope you will avail yourself of this amazing resource.
Again, welcome to the Nexus.
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