Hello everyone. I'm new here. And I'll admit I've been lost in life for a long time. Right out of high school I didn't know what to do, where to go. I've always felt like something is missing. I've always felt as though I don't fit in. Most people around me enjoy making money getting jobs getting wasted, where I would rather go outside and enjoy nature.

I learned about DMT through a friend a few years back and was instantly interested. I did a load of research on it watched Spirit molecule and other videos online. Unfortunately found out how rare it is in my area and couldn't buy it...the idea faded and was forgot about.
About a month ago i was listening to Coast to Coast AM (radio show about paranormal and spiritual topics) Ayahuasca was mentioned...after more research I'm here now and ready to do it. I plan to do a mock ayahuasca ritual. Take it 3 or 4 times camping with nature. Will post a trip report later this month after its complete.



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I've already received the acacia root bark.

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No sourcing information please

I'm looking at it not sure if its trunk or root bark?


windows print screen
(Looks much more red on photo then irl)

Just so I know how much to use.


It was advertised as "root bark"
hoping I didn't get ripped off.


Anyway
Thanks everyone!!

Looks right -- but there's only one way to tell...

Grind it up and extract the goodies!

Should mention, it's supposed to be acacia confusa root bark. Not MHRB

In my opinion, Confusa is so variable.
I`ve had some that has looked the same. Sometimes it nets goodies, other-times inactive xtals, other times nothing at all.
Be careful with delving into aya/pharma, ESPECIALLY with the harmala dosage, can be the difference between mild fun dosage to feeling like you are dying (literally).
I wouldn't suggest drugs as solution to feeling lost in life, if anything, it could push you further out.

If you do decide to do it, it would really be a good idea to have a sitter to watch over you.

Also make sure you know the area very well so you don't fall off a cliff, into water or any other other hazards.

Outdoor settings are great as long as you are aware of the hazards. It's very easy to get disoriented in the dark and wander off while you are under the influence.

Sometimes an Ayuhuasca experience can involve very vivid images and themes, which can be intimidating. So a sitter is really a good idea, especially the first time you try it.

Thanks everyone for the advice. I will have a trip sitter. My friend is in phama-psychology and has to do an essay on the effects of a drug or something like that, she chose ayahuasca and plans to take some as long as my trips go well. I'm aware of the dying sensations from ayahuasca is part of the ego death, or the death of the physical self. It seems people more rooted in a materialistic lifestyle experience a more "destructive" trip. I know not to fight the trip either, it'll just make it that much worse.

for those who want to know i'll be using this recipe



Camping next week, trip report should be up over the weekend!!
(fingers crossed for a good batch of acacia confusa rootbark)
Thanks everyone