Hello everyone. Thanks so much for being here. Just wanted to share my contact with an entity and seek feedback from other more experienced hyperspace travelers.

First let me give a little background. Around 1 month back I completed my 1st extract of acrb. Upon 1st breakthrough I immediately realized this substance is no joke, it brought into my conscious mind the fact that I have a lot of unprocessed pain from traumatic experiences during my youth. I have had a lot of death in my family starting at an early age and was also hospitalized involuntarily for BS reasons at one point while I was a minor. Due to the recognition of the lingering pain and unresolved trauma I made an appointment to speak with a psychologist who is also a shaman & has taught with Grof institute. We had a meeting a week ago that was just laying groundwork and the formality of getting acquainted.

OK so back to the tale.. this past Saturday I vaped some spice. Right when it took hold I layed down and there was a small catch in my breath. Synchronized exactly with the aberration of my breathing, an entity appeared which I somehow "knew" immediately was a female trickster, like Eris, basically a representation of discord or chaos. It matched well the description of a Morpho by Hyperspace Fool in the lexicon, shape shifting while hiding within the patterns & only revealing itself momentarily by "glitching" the patterns for a moment. Like the alien in 'Predator' in a way. The whole time I felt a lot of information transfer was happening on a sub-verbal /nonverbal level that I 95% forget at this point. As if realizing I was getting mesmerized by hyperspace, it sent a 5-word message directly to the forefront of my mind regarding information I should share with the psychologist next time.

Without getting into too much details, the message was extremely pertinent and resonated deep within me - even to the point of causing extreme emotional release while reflecting on it the next day- it was almost like an answer to a question about who I am that's been on my mind for the last 3+ years in one form or another, though now it seems the answer was also apparent the whole time.

However, the more time passes I question more and more what exactly happened. The information I got obviously applies, but beyond that... it's a mystery. Paradoxically, I feel more sane and grounded due to accepting the information, but less sane by accepting the experience at face value (mostly because of how crazy it would sound to the average cat). If I listen to my gut, I feel I've made an important ally in hyperspace and I'm stoked... but then believing that, I somewhat worry I'm going down a rabbit hole.

I would love to hear if this resonated with anyone else and also know more of other's experience with entities, especially with regard to receiving usable, personal information that you pulled back to real life, and about knowing how to trust and verify what you've learned - ie intuition vs contact/communication vs fabrication/projection - at the moment I'm holding that what I described above could be either of the three.

Much thanks and many blessings,
-O

I really would try not to base sanity on what others would consider normal or sane. Normals are not as sane as they think! Their society is quite insane.

In this report of mine, I go into detail on verifying information (though in my case non-verbal) presented in hyperspace.

Yeah man... it will definitely shake your gourd. The rabbit hole is usually a one way trip though.

It is nice when entities hit you with such clear messages. Riddles get annoying when you have to struggle to hold on to a tiny fraction of the download as it is.

The other information you were given is not gone... just inaccessible at this time for you. This can be from a variety of causes. Perhaps you are not ready for the info, perhaps it is stuff that doesn't fit within this field of existence, perhaps it is a timed-release download, perhaps you have stashed it away for a million other reasons...

Usually, if you have a lot of unprocessed info, it is time to take a break from journeying, and spend some time digesting and integrating. Not doing so is one of the surest ways to invoke a hyperslap.

Meditate on your experience and analyze it as best you can. Let it go and ruminate on how it has affected you. Ruminate on how these ruminations are affecting you. Then let that go as well. If you breathe deep and stay in "watcher" mode, you can pry loose a lot more stuff.

It is impossible to get total recall I guess. Not from within this waking dream anyway. Of course 100% is not necessary. And 20% is much better than 5%. Just keep working on it. It takes a long time to become a real wizard.

yea I hate it when you get riddles communicated to you. I can never figure them out. One was " All you need is the key, open the door and you will see." So apparently the entity was a crappy poet! haha but it sunk in very deep and I still want to know what it means.

Maybe you shouldn't worry too heavily about how much comes back with you. Trust that even though you are not aware consciously of all that was imparted to you, that it is still with you and working through you. For example, my subconscious deals with my breathing. I didn't stash my knowledge of how to breathe away just because it is subconscious. It is there doing it's thing. Maybe the entity was showing you your own inner workings.. Helping you to see that you are indeed making progress towards the healing of said traumas. Sometimes all we need is a good pat on the back right.

From all the above, I personally would advise to work on this. The 'face value' aspect likely will morph more than your jester did over time. Also, I would avoid talking to commenting to the 'average cat' about all this (simply courting problems imo).

(also purely imo) The world is in such a state because you average cat doesn't seem to think all that much. Moreover, it seems a lot of people seem to simply react. Primarily according to external conditioning (at least it seems that way a lot more than any use of internal reflection).

A part of me wanted to shout out to the world when I first came back but a lingering 'voice' kind of reminded me that the kindness of compassion and eagerness to share is often misunderstood in the world (hence the courting trouble comment). Thankfully I just made a bit of a fool of myself in the nexus chatroom for a few mins lol

Personally, I would take the 'feeling sane and grounded part' of your overall vibe and seek to build on that. I used to worry a hell of a lot (place myself in the middle of thoughts of so many polarities) and one thing DMT has done is to help me find a lot more balance in this aspect.

Your post makes for an interesting read btw, in that it mirrors the initial findings/feelings of others while being the viewpoint of yet another point of consciousness.

I wish you well on future journeys

P.S. "Turn around... Over here... Annnnnytimmmmme"

Maybe the key is DMT that opens the door to hyperspace for you to see.

This is great, thank you guys for the replies, I really appreciate it. It's great to know I can come here to discuss these issues with others who know what I speak of. I made the mistake of telling a couple of friends my experience (who are very open minded, have tripped plenty, but never tried spice) and I think that contributed to feeling a bit nuts. I am not big on social media generally, but I see this forum as a kind of safety zone now, where discussion can help me integrate and maintain the proper perspective.

Before recently, I had read primarily just tek/extraction-related stuff here, after having a deeper look at some of the other discussions, I see my experience was far from extraordinary and that helped me also. I admit, when I first viewed the "Warning" here (in Health & Safety wiki), I thought it was kind of over-the-top, but I completely get it now! Hahah!



^^ Great advice, not just with regard to Hyperspace experiences, but life in general. I feel like having a couple years meditation practice under my belt has been my best asset for undertaking this exploration

One final reflection - In retrospect it's strange I mentioned what the average cat would think, because my motto is basically "live on the edge or you're taking up too much space", and based on my job alone, most cats would already think I'm a bit off. I guess that is just further testament to the power of spice to profoundly shake you up, and/or the power of consensus reality in influencing what we think.

Thank you all. Many blessings. I look forward to talking soon

What is "real" is a practical matter. My perception of danger is real in the sense that if I don't act on it, I feel pain. Perceptions of food are real in that if I act on them, I experience delicious tastes.

Whether or not the message you received was "real" in the sense that you are asking can only be verified with an experiment: Apply the message to your everyday life and if it has the expected effect, it is "real". Of course, it will have some effect if you truly apply it. In that sense, you make your psychedelic revelations real by believing in them and acting on them.

You are a medium now between two worlds, and whether you try to bring part of hyperspace back with you or burn that bridge altogether is up to you.

i really think you should be focusing more on what you were
being shown by the entity or what it was doing.
if i digest and figure out was occurring
i keep some what of the information
or at least an interpretation of what
could of possibly occurred. so I look
for the answer more in the experience.