I seem to be able to remember a lot of trip Data.. but this pic does not come close

this was constantly shifting into some amazingly complex shapes.. cubes, tornado,all blinking colors like diamond L.E.Ds... followed by chants of love and reassurance that I could visit anytime.. (from the hole?)

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The next time I saw this Grid... I was being crushed by it Mentally, until realizing... I was.... ME! (no hole or torn area)