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DMTBRAZIL
#1 Posted : 2/27/2013 3:10:28 PM

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Hi Guys,

I really would like to share my story here, hoping that it will help others. I suffered from Chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS or ME) for 6 years and I am finally cured!
Feel free to comment or PM.

First of all, I d like to thank you all from Nexus, for all that I have learned here in the last weeks, I really hope that you all get my good feelings towards your hearts.

Last sunday I got my first breakthrough, it´s was amazing, it really feel like my conscious (soul) being launched through hyperspace (CEV, kaleidoscopic), first lots of fear and suffering (I think i was breaking through all the fears, evil spirits, past karmas) than the happyness, joy, the tears. the moment you get there with the enlighten ones, OMG! At that moment, I knew I got it, that was the THING, What I was hoping finally happened, I was cured!!

It´s last ~10 minutes, I used a water pipe with my best friend and my lovely girlfriend. BTW they tried after me but didn´t breakthrough. I didn´t weight my dose.

Here is my history:

It all started a long time ago, I started to feel very tired like an endless hangover. One day, in my birthday I had some beers and the moment I laid down, I felt I was dying and panicked (I think it would happen an out of the body experience, but I chicken out). I went to the hospital, diagnosed with Panic Syndrome and depression and my life became miserable, lots of medication, insonia, stomach problems. I went to several psychiatric doctors, spent lots of money.

Last year I finally gave up, I was planing to commit suicide, but in the last minute I went to a DAIME church and I felt that something happened. I felt better, but the fatigue eventually came back and even stronger.

I used my last forces to navigate the internet and understand what DAIME was. Than I got here, SWIM made an STB extraction and I got some yellow dmt.

I tried to smoke using the tin foil TEK in my room alone. It was horrible, I felt intoxicated and the following day I was even more depressed and fatigued. I struggled to built an Machine, but again it didn´t worked because I panicked and got scared to death when the feeling started, but than I finally got it!

Thank you guys, Words cannot express what I am feeling right now! And the best of all you know what I mean.

Love
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#2 Posted : 2/27/2013 5:20:41 PM



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glad you benefited so much from your experience! since it happened so recently, it'd be interesting to hear in the future if the impact on you was in fact long term



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#3 Posted : 2/27/2013 6:47:35 PM

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Welcome to the Nexus DMTBRAZIL.

I'm glad that you had a good outcome.

If i may ask, how did you/do you know that you are cured?
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#4 Posted : 2/28/2013 2:58:13 PM

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Hi Guys thank you for taking your time to read my history.

I promise that i will update my status so we will have some data to ensure that i am really cured. I have alrealdy read a post in nexus of a guy that also related a cure.
https://www.dmt-nexus.me...spx?g=posts&t=36754

And how i know that i am cured? Well that is a good question, and the answer is...

I don t know, since my "decease" can t be checked by any exams (the diagnosis is pretty much clinical). The real deal is that it has been 3 days and I´m still feeling very good, full of health and energy, in a good mood and all my doubts about spiritual world has ceased.
Very happy

In any way I do wanna try DMT again, hoping to make a happy ending history.
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#5 Posted : 2/28/2013 4:04:30 PM

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I remember a thread from another member who had CFS who was cured by DMT. Though I never saw a fallow up of that.

And even if it works only for a few days that is already great news!


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DMTBRAZIL
#6 Posted : 3/1/2013 1:58:14 AM

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You are pretty damn right The Traveler.

Very happy

Today I did something awesome, for the couple last years I could barely workout, but today I decided to try again.

I was able to do a long run and also to lift some weight, and what is the most impressive, I could keep my arms up for like 30 minutes, my uncle and some others guys were amazed, so am I.

I hope it last forever,

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#7 Posted : 3/1/2013 11:34:17 PM

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That is awesome DMTBRAZIL!!

I hope it stays that way for a long time. Smile
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#8 Posted : 3/5/2013 10:34:35 PM

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Congratulations!

Wonderful to hear your story. The cure was in your mind already no doubt, possibly DMT released the happiness that was locked up. :-) Cheers my friend!

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#9 Posted : 3/5/2013 10:50:06 PM

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Great story! Another essay on here recently claimed that said user was cured of his migraines through DMT. This is definitely interesting stuff...
 
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#10 Posted : 3/6/2013 12:42:49 PM
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sovereign_silver wrote:
Congratulations!

Wonderful to hear your story. The cure was in your mind already no doubt, possibly DMT released the happiness that was locked up. :-) Cheers my friend!

SS


I used to have an opposition to the whole belief of "mind over matter," but after practicing meditation and having several experiences with psilocybin/LSD, and, as of a few days ago, DMT, I'm beginning to believe that the cure really is in your mind, even if you do have some sort of legitimate psychological "error."
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#11 Posted : 3/7/2013 4:31:44 AM
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..that is great news! and welcome DMTBRAZIL..

i do think that DMT's ability to move mental 'blockages' (if not resisted) and 'psychic clutter' can result in a motivation and increased energy levels..it can be a great short-acting therapy tool if viewed this way..that's one of the best uses for it i can come up with..
on a neurochemical level it could be providing the building blocks for indole neurotransmitters which may have been depleted in some way..
..very encouraging and hope to hear how you go..
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#12 Posted : 3/7/2013 7:28:17 AM

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"It all started a long time ago, I started to feel very tired like an endless hangover. One day, in my birthday I had some beers and the moment I laid down, I felt I was dying and panicked (I think it would happen an out of the body experience, but I chicken out). I went to the hospital, diagnosed with Panic Syndrome and depression and my life became miserable, lots of medication, insonia, stomach problems. I went to several psychiatric doctors, spent lots of money."

That is typical of adrenal issues..like a metabolic energy disorder..especially panic attacks for some people and the constant tired/hungover feeling. Interesting that DMT seems to have cured it for you.
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#13 Posted : 3/7/2013 7:31:08 AM

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I'm very happy to hear of you finding a working treatment. I can empathize with the joy of getting your life back. DMT really is the only treatment that works for my migraines that I can actually afford. I'm a believer in science and it is such an enormity that science is hobbled by fear-mongering and arbitrary restrictions. I'm not talking about mad-science or unethical science. Eliminating misery and promoting healing is a lofty goal and legislation that prevents this is unethical.
 
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#14 Posted : 3/10/2013 11:36:33 AM

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that's great news...natural plant medicines have helped me deal n manage chronic pain. pain specialist put me on IV Ketamine drip for 7 days at 20ml/ph with that i was able to get off huge amount of opiates.. then he recommended i seek natural plant based medicines. not excluding DMT
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#15 Posted : 3/16/2013 11:51:41 AM

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Hi Guys,

Thank you all for your comments!

Well, it has been 3 weeks since I had break through to the other side and I am perfect! I have never felt fatigued anymore and my life is going through a lot of good changes.

I also gave DMT to my sister (pharmahuasca rulez).She was having ups and downs since my dad passed away 2 years ago. And she loved, she even recorded her session and told me that saw a clown in hyperspace that is related to her feelings.

People around me think I am crazy when I say that I had gone through a mystical experience, well, what the hell, I am Ok and that is what is matters, an aunt of mine was talking about criminal laws and that I had commited a crime. I would rather spend 3 years in a prison in good health as I am now than the rest of my life suffering from such a horrible thing as CFS.

I took DMT again 2 times since my first breakthrough and I had gone to the psychodelic nursery baby that I read in Rick Strassman´s book.

I had read a lot hoping to be able to help our understanding of how and why DMT cures people and the answer I have to this question is REAL EGO DEATH (IMHO).
I have read eckhart tolle´s book about his disconnecting with form, and being able to have a SATORI (kind of the first step to enlightenment).

Life for me is really like a dream, I mean that I can´t be mad with people around me anymore, and I m living just the present moment, besides I feel empathy with everybody that is suffering around me and I will start to promote EGO DEATH through tshirt saying things like ..."The secret of like is to find death before death finds you...Ask the plants how" Smile

I am just about to start some volunteer work!

This is the best forum ever, and you are the best. I do mean when I say that you from Nexus changed my life.

Peace and Love!

Feel free to comment whatever you wanna, even to say that I am insane (like my relativesThumbs down )

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#16 Posted : 3/16/2013 3:13:54 PM

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DMTBRAZIL wrote:

People around me think I am crazy when I say that I had gone through a mystical experience, well, what the hell, I am Ok and that is what is matters, an aunt of mine was talking about criminal laws and that I had commited a crime.



it might not be the best idea to discuss these things with non-psychadelic people who are around you , also how does your aunt know any of this .......please try to keep DMT use private and to yourself , its a very personal experience

also if you have to share any information , or discuss things , try doing it with like minded folks , ones who are already experienced in psychadelics

try to be cautious , take the safer approach

remember there is no need for you to be ever in any kinda trouble if you're just a little quieter about all this , especially around everyday folks who are more likely to misjudge you due to ignorance on their part

just be careful
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#17 Posted : 3/17/2013 1:51:49 AM

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Glad to hear you are having a healthier life now. Smile I usually smoke pot daily but I had ego death and was reborn the other day with beings doing all sorts of things to me(sounds so cliche haha, but really that's how I can describe it) and I haven't smoked pot in 3 days now. I don't even want to smoke really, it has been hindering me rather than helping me anymore, because of my disrespect for it. I plan on not smoking for a while (even though I have some dank Jack Herer Big grin , but that's for down the road..) I will be attending a NAC meeting in a few weeks and I want to be in good health for that, mentally, physically, and spiritually, so I can get the most out of the medicine.

Stay on the good path you're on, sounds almost like you have new eyes and a new love for this world. Thumbs up
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DMTBRAZIL wrote:

People around me think I am crazy when I say that I had gone through a mystical experience, well, what the hell, I am Ok and that is what is matters, an aunt of mine was talking about criminal laws and that I had commited a crime.


I'm sorry to hear that DMTBRAZIL. I understand how you feel. You found a way to cure yourself of a very dreadful and paralyzing condition and you want to shout that off the roofs and tell everybody. But unfortunately the world isn't ready for that.

People like your aunt are of a different generation than we are. They probably heard a lot of anti-drug propaganda, they were taught that drugs are bad and that drugs will cause more harm than good. They believe that if things are illegal, they are made illegal for a good reason and that breaking those laws is a crime that should be punished.

They can't help it, their minds are closed for alternatives and there is nothing you can do to change that. Not in short term at least. Please be careful with whom you share your experiences with. Most people will tell you off or warn you, but there are a few strange buggers out there that will use it against you.

Many of us on here share our experiences with others. But we select those we share our experiences with carefully because telling the wrong person might land us in jail. As sad as it is, this is the harsh reality we have to deal with. Especially if you did your own extractions, having police bust down your door and charging you with production and intent to distribute(even if you were extracting for your own use, they'll most likely bring in intent to distribute).

I'm really happy for you, that you managed to overcome your CFS. Welcome to the Nexus and welcome to the enlightened side!
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#19 Posted : 3/17/2013 1:29:53 PM

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Very nice. I am glad to be apart of such an awesome website. I wish you further success when it comes to healing on a spiritual and physical level.

Much love and welcome.
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#20 Posted : 3/18/2013 7:25:19 AM

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my new thought we need to swap our pharma for farmer Smile
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