Hello nexus members, Im a fairly novice user compared to many on this site so bear with me. I have had 10-15 experiences now with the spice, and after my last few I have gotten more "acclimatted", if you want to say that, to the experience. I am currently in iquitos, peru about to undergo my first ayahuasca ceremonies in two days, something ive been waiting for for what seems like a millenia. Anyways before my trip, I thought it would be a smart idea to prepare myself mentally for what was to come by upping my previous doses of 50mg to about 60mg. That experience, although tough to remember the first few minutes, went very well and it gave a sense of less fear and much much more excietment for the ayahuasca. Now keep in mind although I spend almost way to much of my time reading anything and every thing about psychedelic experiences and such, im still a cautious and respectful user.
The day before my trip began, I had a good friend in town who I decided to share the experince with. I gave him a smaller dose, 25-30mg just so he could test the waters. I as well decided to do the same just so he wouldnt be afraid of doing it alone. I normally use a metal vapor genie, (which up until this point I guess I was using incorrectly) and I make an herb sandwich with the spice. In my first several experiences I hit through the vapor stone to melt the spice into the sandwich, then unscrew it and take 2 or so puffs until the bowl is cleared, and Ive had very wonderful experinces, although questionably breakthrough. ANYWAYS my buddy was using a new waterbong i just bought with one of those meth pipe bowls on it, and he had another friend assist him at lighting it.
Meanwhile im sitting next to him thinking ok I just withstood a 60mg dose, half that should theoretically be much easier to manage. WRONG! As I did my usual first toke to melt the spice, I got a sigificantly good vapor hit,and thought "huh that worked surpisingly well, let me hurry up and finish the bowl as to not waste time". I could hardly finish the thought of that before i felt the usual effects come on much more rapidly. I could harldy lay myself down it came on so quick.
As I laid my body back, I felt my body lie back, but simutaneously my conciousness got pulled back and It felt like my mind was loaded into a slingshot fireing my off at infinate speeed. before I could piece this together the flying sensation I got pulled back at Identical speed, reloaded and fired once more. It was very intense and it made me nervous since my last thought was "It will be a piece of cake".
After the initial cosmic bungeejump/slingshot experience subsided, the experience was a little more pleasant, and I looked over at my buddy to check on him and he was cheesing away having a merry ol time. After that I could not help but think "Wow i feel like mother dmt just whooped my ass for underesimating her potential". It left me in a silent ponder for many hours to come. It didnt make me afraid of future experiences, It just restructred my respect for the molecule. Also I realized I finally hit the vapor method correctly which probably had alot to do with it
Dont underestimate this tool of conciuosness folks, or you to will get a cosmic spanking
