Hello Paix,
Welcome to the Nexus. Thank you for submitting an Introduction Essay. That's always the best way to get started here at Nexus, in my opinion,
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So, have you had the opportunity to extract your own DMT yet? You can find many extraction teks in the Wiki link in the upper left corner of your screen . . .
Please feel free to post some trip reports in either the Open Discussion or the First Experiences in Hyperspace sections. I'd love to read one.
It sounds to me like you are in the midst of an amazing journey with huge potential for future insight and growth. To me, that's what it's all about,
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Again, welcome to the Nexus.
"But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU