Recently I have been evaluating what I want to do with life. I'm finishing up high school online right now (you can do this in Florida) and I have always said that I was against going to college-- perhaps just trying to conform to being a non-conformist, I don't know. But being on this forum I have realized there are so many people with so much more knowledge than me. I want to do something I'm going to love and be able to help people at. Chemistry and botany, philosophy and
pschedelitry (
) are my major interests. If I really want to change the world and make it a better place for expanded minds where would I go to university?
I stumble down a wooded path. A wooded path of my youth. Here spirits dance, but spirits scream. Misery and beauty entwine here- much like the suffering and the creation of the universe. My eyes glimmer black; dark circles in a darker night. Plants reach out to hold my hand- or perhaps devour me where I stand. I was afraid, it was a fight. I stumbled, stumbled on through the night. I met many a creatures- wolves and bears- ghosts and ghouls- I made love to my god, I surrendered my soul- with every step of my foot, every electrical charge of my brain, every memory of the past, every stare at the stars. I came to know twofold mysteries that night. The illusion of reality and the reality of illusion. It came to my senses then the nonsense of my knowledge. I knew at once I knew nothing. I knew at once I knew everything- for I knew then there was nothing to know.