I posted a small trip report on this several days ago however, I'm coming to more and more conclusions about my thoughts. I had never really experience acid much untill the other night when I pushed my dosage a little more, though nowhere near as intense as I'd honestly liked it to have been it was a perfect evening with beautiful friends and a lot of understood and meant to hear messages.
One realisation was spending time with my friends 2 year old daughter, she's just learning to speak and can't quite put all the word's together to make sense but, when I removed the logic from what I was viewing the next morning after the trip something beautiful clicked from thing's that had been said and had been through thoughts.
She knows as much as me, no more no less. We are all intellectually equal in our motions, we simply have a more complex or less complex way of saying things, in the beginning we all spoke one language which was simply "being" we absolutely and indirectly felt everything we experienced and had no knowledge of language to confuse our messages, we simply felt everything. As we grow up we move further and further from this source, a child knows a cup is a cup, just as we do but they don't have the knowledge or experience to describe what they are viewing in the same way, this is why systems evolve from drastically simple to incredibly complex and why emotions stem from "being" and break down into many ways of communicating the same thing.
I asked a question while tripping, "What is the foundation of all matter" and I asked it with absolute truth, I had no bad intention in the thing I was asking and I honestly do believe that I was told the answer. The foundation of all matter/consiousness is emotion, not love. Love in itself is a word, a description of something, which pollutes truth and smashes the perfection.
At the beginning of our universe, intent was used, a drastic and huge amount of focus was required and that focus evolved from the simplest of the simple, it just >insert silence here< you cannot fathom it, behold it, put words to it, it just is. this is what emotion truly is, the material that allows the construction of words and complex systems.
The tool that allows us to change this material is intent, when we put all of our intent into something, we can perform miracles. I don't just mean miracles like, turning water to wine, I mean creating entire galaxies, universes, other beings. Moving huge objects, prolonging life, instantly healing others.
The foundations of being are emotion and intent. This is what I was told and shown, I simply cannot find another way of saying it but, I still am left with the most profound sense of peace and understanding, I'm not sure what to do with myself other than BE.
I am. I love you all.
One can drive himself to madness in the obsessing goal of reason, without the knowledge of love and laughter.